SARP -

I dun like to blog at my korkor's laptop like I am rite now. Coz all my pics are at my com.. As stupid as it was it auto shut down every 15mins like God damn it! Like YEN kacao lor demand more post! xDDD That computer gonna be burned down soon!

These few days very emo ah duno why.. I feel ridiculous everytime emo.. So noobish wth! Distraction after confusion after emotion after defaecation O_O!
I am just so tired I guess. Tired of eveything and wants a fresh new start. After SPM it is where everything begins!



After months and months we keep saying "SPM still got few more months maaa"
Well u can now say "SPM next month wei!"
And technically We have less than 50days.
hmm.. I will not freak out =P!

My trials I did well! xD

1. BM - 60! My gosh if hor.. lols sway to say if i din pass my SPM I'm going into college in JAN
2. ENG - 82~ Its ok..
3. SEJ - 22/40 wow! I am higher than alot of ppl! xD I duno why (havent get total)
4. MATHS - 87! I am still abnormal if u scroll down to see my add maths marks
5. MORAL - 59% I wan to say 60 wan lor! Prema dun wan add like 1mark for me!! SOBS
6. ADD MATHS - 88% =)! My teacher thought I memorized the marking scheme
7. PHY - din get yet
8. CHEMY - 30 =D! my onli failure! xDDDD\
9. EST - 89 % WULALALALALA~~~

hahahaha so I got 4 A =DD! I din get 70 or 60... == I din hit any sub 90 this time..

Well ~ hahaha
I target 5A wor.. I duno how now lor.. I dun have backup sub also.. Gotta go work on moral I guess lols.

That day skol got conflict @@ Which I feel.. was quite ridiculous and was so bored of it..
U kno.. the more u grow the more u hate this world the more u hate somethings that u din kno.
I know why our parents likes to keep us innocent and dun let us grow up so quickly. I tend to hate this world and the government even faster. Our skol is going to have a carnival day which everyone HAVE to pay Rm30.



Then they told us on Thursday.
So the next morning I told my dad. He got pissed off and was in a bad mood. He was so angry even scolded me for nothing using a harsh tone with me. Wth I dun nid this rite! its not my problem. He asked me not to pay first and have someone to call him.

They did not get anyone up to our class to collect the money and we were asked to go to a hall or something. Our teacher was there wanted to talk to us. One of the other teacher came and just scolded us just like *snap!*
"Why are u all so stubborn! " and something else la..

Erica was called by this teacher and lecture and ca argue back of coz. Coz her dad was also pissed off.. Then i lazy type adee.

I went court with ca on monday I also gave my didi Rm30 to pay to the skol watever lor.
Then when I came back I asked my didi wat happen he told me " I heard one of the teachers say hor ' Dia kan kata dun accept the Rm30 from 5k even if they pay ? ' " I told my dad this. Sigh..
Bloody ego..



There was a time which I cant get hold of myself and have u ever had that feeling when you cant control urself u keep thinking of stupid stuff saying out stupid stuff and regretting bout it later?
I nid to get back to reality. I nid to get a life.