Chinese Songs made me wrote this !

Theres something with me and chinese songs.. I get emo and tear up everytime I listen to those songs. Even in a Karaoke when even there is a group of people in a room, I hope the song changes. And the most stupid thing is I dun get what the song is saying.

I've been thinking lately bout guys and realize I'm distancing and avoiding .. I'm so bad that I lied about being interested in girls. Its not that all of them are bad looking, its I dun even want them near me. I just want to cage up in my world ;( ? Nahh just not right now. haha..

I got worried and asked my fren what if I'm forever widowed, she told me I would still have her.. Fml ? D: hahahahah.. stupid lah chloe yap.

I think I'm felling out of love o.o"

I cant wait till December 23rd. I have a month break for Chinese new year. Not a month its more like self declare till I have my internship. Though most probably I'll be having some freelance work during that time or so.. Hmm lets just hope I'll get something to do.

I ate alot of these sweet ;X