Y i R u

"Yesterday was so last year"

2012-01-02T21:24:00.004+08:00

2011 has been so amazing ! I dun really remember everything but I hope I do coz a productive and a fucking fresh one! Ups and downs that is wad made a life. I cant ask for more ^_^

Of coz Sem 5 of my college term ! If i could I hope i can go by month xD

January

Started off with a photoshoot for bonjeri. Was so nice of them to chop off all my hair and gave me purple that ripped my virginity of my black hair xD!

Went to first badminton match !! Omg that was so epic! Although didn get to watch lin dan but no worries la ! I saw Conrad and was routing for him ! Shouted his name so loud I even hear my voice when I watch the playback hahaha ! Then he threw his towel and I got it ! *fangirlscream* ;D

After a month I got my new computer, lightning killed my lan port! gg !

Another thing is ! LOL I wore Cheong Sam coz I bet with Joe ;P! Here is a pic !

February !

Went cycling with the gang. After so long I finally cycle again ;D I really miss cycling. I'll buy a bike if my house pool is done ;) ! Resolution ?

I saw a post on my facebook . xD! Epic funny

"5 days I spent my cny with my relatives, 5 DAYS they have to ask me "where is ur bf" T^T !"

Damn.. I need to avoid again this year ! But it would be fun again for this year's chinese new year. :D Cant wait !

Helped bernard, jacinta, melissa and liva for a film. We went to an actual scary haunted house. Wtf. Scary shit!

I met Poi Poi and she lied that her name is Poi Chan she is from Japan. So I believed her coz of her "Poi-Chan" and her slanged english ;X ! I hate her since then MUAHAHA !

March

Usually we took the wrong road to reach a destination but sure we can turn and head back on the right road. I took the wrong road, pay the wrong tol and went to Genting. HAHAHAHA wtf rite!

Ran a marathon 10km ! will join another one ;) *maybe*

I think most of you know Japan had a massive earthquake that year also. It was devastating. We made a video. We asked alot of people to help us to spread the message " Love keeps us kind"

Spreading the message to everyone to help Japan and to because love keeps us kind ;p.

It was so meaningful and alot of people helped.

April

Oh yeah. I joined a competition to design a hotel ;) It was a fun experience with the members. We even had a sleepover at my house for 3 days i think xD fucking nice ;D! I wont forget that all your dirty legs in my room !

as months pass my hair was getting shorter too xD!

May

Well we didn win the competition and is was devastating at first. But then we learnt that we have to learn more and gain more experience. After that the team spirit lift up as we prepare for Will's wedding!! hahaha its so fun and happy moment where we helped to decorate the place and be a crew for the photography ! We really want to wish him all the best and for his blessed baby boy Luiz ! ;))

Coz we crew i we sweated alot and got alot mosquito bites! Somemore i got rash ! The rash was on my skin for few months somemore gg !

Another devastating thing was I lost my iPhone ;( left it on my car roof and drove away. wtf.

Was so sad lah =( coz i paid half of it wad hahaha but then i got iphone 4 in returh == lols

Daddy say for ur birthday la ;X

I then followed my mum to my cousin's competition. It was quite big as it was for sin chew daily.

All of us then went to cheer for her and I've designed a banner ;D! wahaha.

Was quite a bad month hahaha I cant remember the goods from here though ;X Though it then ends my bad luck and i chopped my hair again.

June

Celebrated Mr Toh's birthday ;DD! He is an awesome creep ;D

Was awesome coz we barbequed at will's condo. BBQ adee then jump to pool ;D! so fun that day. We should do it again !

And not to mention Ah Seng korkor and fongling jiejie's marriage. We ushered 900 people that night ! ;D! Bless youuu ^_^ and your coming baby! Anticipating.

July

How do i say this, x) One of the most memorable day of my life. This is the final sem before I graduate. Everything have to be prepare because there is alot of happenings to be there for

Especially my first ROCK concert was motherfuckingly amazing ! I saw the awesome 30 SECONDS TO MARS ! MTF ! Omg that nite was fucking awesome xD We actually waited since 6am can u believe it. Was so crazy. and Neon Trees was also crazy ! I would definitely go again if theres a chance to see them play. Its MTV Worldstage btw. It was so nice ahhhh cant wait for another concert like that.

August

Went to Korea ;) I really hope sometimes daddy would go more places. He deserve it. Korea was really fun but if I must say, I din get enough SHOES LOL hahahaha.

Hopefully can go Hong Kong. Hmmm!

September

Last month, everything was going so fast this month. Everything is preparing for the big day! Decided to dye my hair purple also ;X Which spent like crap of a money on it. lols And you know, that last week of September I am ready ! ;X !

October

I never won anything first place or called out first in class,sports or wad. This time on graduation I really thank mt ca liang and aaron coming especially to see my graduate ;DD! Of course my family tooooo ! I think i made them proud as my name was called for having the best Stage Design. ^_^ after the graduation we went club and somehow i feel very happy not because of the stage, or the fact I was in a club ;X I hope I rmb this even if I dun type it out phew ;D

We then went to Sarawak (First time being there) its so awesome. One of the awesome trip with friends also. I always feel very free in these trips although I was homesick first day ;X

But that 7 days was very very awesome. We saw alot of nature, I cant believe I swam in a dam, I cant believe I played kite in a moving boat! I cant believe I went into a fairy cave and also I cant believe my friend got stung by scorpion! AND THE THING I CANT BELIEVE WAS I DIARRHEA WHOLE WEEK AND I'VE GAINED 3 KGGGGGG!!!

November

College got a new club and I've been chosen to be the president of the club. Shocking, responsibilities, scare and erm i'll do my best ;X! I think I somehow dun really manage people well and will think I take everything to do it myself is stupid. Yeah, sometimes I understand that my members maybe more hectic with their assignments so sometimes I dun mind doing. Though having this job I've host the first event with their help also. I cant do it without them and you know what!! My first halloween party!!

This is November already. Means its ending soon! I've got my first "job" and hopefully I can finish this. and be proud of it at least. Im really scare.

Went to orphanage and clean for them for once. I actually cleaned their rubbish piling ground full of ants and maggots with Veepeng ! Geli~ though I never cleaned so fast before lols ! I felt great after a bath.

After that comes the big day again ;) First time a friend's wedding. A wedding I dun have to follow my parents to go to ;X Patrick's big day ;D! Its one of the sweetest mv they have and I'm so jealous! Im not jealous of those lamborghini or 10 ferraris escorting for me thats not really my reality I know though Patrick's one I can really see its their life ;X how they treat each other also ;X

December

Owhh finishing all my subjects and going into the real world to work.

Celebrated MT's birthday. One of the most tiring one to plan I guess xD! We planned for a month ! :X Me and liang was saying "tired ah wan plan another bday celebration next year, why blow one cake and it represents everyone's bday next year!" LOL

Everything ended nicely this year ;) I have my holiday earlier that was awesome. Went for a fashion show hosted by friends ;D
And saw a long friend from young. He was an unforgettable friend ;X I cant believe we were always team when we were playing poison ball, he runs fast also ! I hate when we played tag ! LOL And I rmb he hit his forehead on a nail which shock everyone. I recognize his scar which now reminds me of harry potter having a scar on his forehead also wtf. He changed skol after that which kinda was sad. But when I found bout his facebook again, I couldnt recognize him at all. I went through 10 pictures and look which part looks like him. lolsss He was no longer mushroom head and round shape. ;X!

Was a nice nite after that we went for a drink with joyce's friend at overtime. Chilled till Christmas eve. Counted down with parents this year. As you go older I guess you would wanna spend with your family no? Its weird.

New year went the same although I hope I went with my friends also. Though I hope we'll have more fun in the coming year ;D! Okay thats about all. Have a Happy New 2012 !

^_^ xoxo

Smiles to You

2011-12-02T02:54:00.004+08:00

I know that you protect me from getting hurt and harm by others =) I was shock to know and glad to know. You are the one that made me laugh always, crack me up also.

You are the one who punch me and know that I wont get mad coz I will definitely hit you back.

You can be demanding at times but what to do we are strongly bonded.

We had our ups and downs, we get through it everytime because our attitudes are similarly bad tempered x)

三人行，必有我師焉：擇其善者而從之，其不善者而改之

Something pro I learnt ;) !

Weddings make me smile

2011-11-29T01:08:00.003+08:00

Patrick's wedding is so beautiful. I'm not very close with patrick but I know he is a great guy and lame at times xD. The video was made perfectly just like his personality and his wife's. A bride can look so beautiful when they are in their gown. Stunting and breath taking.

Can you picture the guy standing next to you as you walk down the aisle, popping the champagne, cutting the cake ? A room fill with people that you dear and are happy for you that you are getting married. They come cause they care, and wants to see you happy also. Some would fly all the way from across the globe to be in your wedding and of course they expect to do it once only not every wedding ;X

As I watch the tradition fooling the guys, making them go through challenges its so cute ;X

I always wonder who would be the first in our group to get marry hahaha. You know, four of us..

Ca, yin and zanne.. I've changed and guess yin will be the first ;p I can see that she knows who is she happy with and I can see it in both of them ;D! I think the stories she tells us can even make herself smile at times.

I'm abit off right now.. Having a headache also under pressure. gotta shake it off.

I feel how bad is my 3D renderings now. I need to improve more. I'm losing focus also. Though cant wait till the sem is over. 3 more weeks *smiles

Who can I be vulnerable to.

Chinese Songs made me wrote this !

2011-11-24T01:57:00.005+08:00

Theres something with me and chinese songs.. I get emo and tear up everytime I listen to those songs. Even in a Karaoke when even there is a group of people in a room, I hope the song changes. And the most stupid thing is I dun get what the song is saying.

I've been thinking lately bout guys and realize I'm distancing and avoiding .. I'm so bad that I lied about being interested in girls. Its not that all of them are bad looking, its I dun even want them near me. I just want to cage up in my world ;( ? Nahh just not right now. haha..

I got worried and asked my fren what if I'm forever widowed, she told me I would still have her.. Fml ? D: hahahahah.. stupid lah chloe yap.

I think I'm felling out of love o.o"

I cant wait till December 23rd. I have a month break for Chinese new year. Not a month its more like self declare till I have my internship. Though most probably I'll be having some freelance work during that time or so.. Hmm lets just hope I'll get something to do.

I ate alot of these sweet ;X

Overwhelmed

2011-11-16T02:38:00.002+08:00

Terms of overwhelm for me sometimes is excited but this time is too much.. Having a migraine right now and cant sleep ;( so just stress the thing out and see how much things i need to sort out.

I have an assignment due this friday no biggy, almost finishing but thats the cause of my migraine xD

Then there is the club thing, need to sort out the list of orphanage, budgeting, paint source, details also... Emmm and also the field trip. I cant understand this lecturer well.. @@ he tell bits by bits .. Ahh okok can be sorted out also.

Then theres the carpet thing... Sigh. Almost got tensed up talking bout it today.. Hmmm my mood is easy at times. U make me angry at night i might be mad but the next morning i wud be smiling again. You make me mad middle of the day u have to go through my sulky face throughout the day ;X

Then group work... Hmm i .. Sigh.. I really dont like. And I'm serious.

Basically talking to myself here so i can release out everything you most probably wont understand.

all i have to do is focus

A Sudden Thought

Leadership

2011-11-10T00:20:00.003+08:00

Leadership is not just a title given to you. Sometimes when a pack with no leader, if someone ever rise up and take the job and he/she knows what he/she is doing. Go with it. *Heard this from a talk by Mr Lai*

You have to know your responsibility not only as a leader, whatever title you have on your duties must be carried out properly if not why bother having that title. If you are a student handle your things well, do what you should do, if not don't be a student rite.

Uhhh sigh. im lazy to type. feel even more stress. Ciao :)

Keeaboo much.

2011-11-05T00:26:00.003+08:00

Alot thing annoys me easily. I just woke up after 4 hours of sleep. Abit miserable xD I saw this post of Jay Chou's new mv on facebook and there was a girl which I feel pathetic. They are those people I feel that are abit retard ;X

Really ?! -___-

They must have some mental illness or something.. follow ? MOST MV DANCES. omg

Thats the most stupid thing to say ==..

My fren actually thought that I have a prejudice towards Korean thing. I don't really.

Maybe I do slightly now but its just because I'm annoyed.

For example I've encounter this.. A fren who is not a Christian and her Christian friend keep telling her how great Jesus is, what the bible says, what you should you, how you should live your live and pray everyday. Yeah Jesus is great and all but I don't need you pouring things that I already know so shut up and keep the thoughts for yourself.

Even I felt Korean freaks are similar to in Korea. They only let their music spread across the nation though they would never allow other music in their country and their patriotism is so high. I got this info from some forum news.

They are soooo bias towards their interest in the Korean Pop. Although I at first thought was just my friend ;X but it wasn't. I went to forum to check (wasnt curiosity it was for a research) most of them are like that.

They are turning it into something so serious omg. If you know you are not or deny wadever its fine I'm just stating what I've saw and its getting on my nerves

The never ending list

2011-11-03T17:33:00.003+08:00

I just went through an album in facebook. A list of things they posted what they wanted to do "Before I Die" then I just notice how short life is to accomplish everything. If you ever have a what they call REAL LIFE. those typical life, work at 9 come back at 6. Watch your kids sleep. hmm

You wanna bring your kids sky diving ? I don't think so.

What if I don't get married. ;X I wonder if thats okay with my parents. lolsss I wanna do so many things. I wanna have a family before I die also. I wanna marry before I die. Mayb I wanna divorce before I die too ;X rite ?!

Yeah maybe I'll do that. xD unless my husband is cool enough to do it and there will be people watching after my children for years for me to :

A must ;X I would love to be here just to drop my jaws

As a kid I've always wanted this I wonder will I have a chance, or even have a tree

Not a fan but would be nice to meet the iconic lady gaga rite ?

Turkey wait for me

Something that symbolize me. When I know it. I'll design my own tattoo

So closee... I WILL DO IT !

I saw this in Korea omg. I wanted to do it but there was no time D;

Saw this on National Geo . Omg. Who wouldn't wanna be there rite..

Just a thought ;X

I can accomplish this ;) I know what I want

City of lights ! I will !!!!

and find love there ;X

;)

Dreammmm big !

They'll be there =)

We ask our italian lecturer where to get the best pizza and he said
"Call my number " LOL

I'm amazed with people that can do it !

Aww..

If there was a picture that says kiss under the clouds :X

My heart will dropped if I ever see this

I duno wads in those holes but its one of nature's beauty

I hear stories that made my heart race to be there

A beauty for the beauty

Childhood dream

I would love to do this 1000000 times !

But they are ending their tour in a month. I'm blessed to meet them in July =)

YES!

A must also rite ?

Sure easy =)

Hope it will be a white one

Then build myself an igloo xD

Before the water rise up even ! Have to be there

If I landed over the sea ? :O

Wooo !

Hmmm... Planning =)

Izit really like this ?!

FRENCH !

Not a fan but why not I like her.

See what I mean ;X

Not pink just other color =D

Or even own a DSLR!

Beautiful country I heard =D

I think I have this chance ;D I would love to attend

Woot !

Graduation

2011-10-25T15:54:00.008+08:00

Wow graduation ;) hahaha it has been a crazy semester. Let me tell you, things doesn't always go in your way obviously so we gotta make it the best of it ^^ Everyone who graduated that night work so hard. I for that matter is glad because when you start something you have to end it if not thats is just quitting. The satisfaction for that night was amazing.

My work has alot of details to do because it was a scrapbook and the stage was a struggle cause we just learnt 3D max. And not to mention I had a holiday to Korea during that hectic time ;D! great !

Oh the fun =)

We decided to go earlier to set up our booth at J.W Marriott. I remember that night how things was suppose to be done. After pasting everything on the panel I went back and had to finish the FINAL LAST PAGE of my portfolio ! I did not have any idea for 3 days but I really had to get it done =(.. After doing some finishing touches and still trying to get an idea though you know wad.

I FELL ASLEEP.

You don't know how fucked up i felt when I woke up at 7 oclock and I had to shower pack everything and go to Marriott for the rehearsal. OMG xD scary stuff. But I manage to finish it and I hope everyone thinks that its awesome =P Before I bind I saw expression on other people's faces when they look at my portfolio I'm glad with that expression hahahaha. So worth it. but now its in the top of my cupboard ;( I shall photograph it !

Name Card :D

That day was very happy ;) cause I have finished and it is set. We also booked a night at Marriottssss omg~ We are gonna have a sleepover xD! That day had alot of drama~ well one drama but it was crazy ;X there were some tears and tears (two different meaning) xD

I went and help and got scolded from the lecturer. He told me to get dressed for the judging. Which will start in 15 minutes ! Omg. I rushed up and it was the fastest and awesome make up I ever did xD 15 minutes done and ready !

I don't know why its Rm400 per night ;X

Friends keep telling me how nervous they are and I avoid hearing them and focused ! Then Carlo came and ask how am I doing, I told him "I'm fine ! " ;D

Carlo =) Sarcasm all the way

I choked ... -___________-

It was the first time in a presentation I chokeddddd ! wuddaheeellll !

Was so embarrassing x(. Carlo came over again when I was talking to Joe.

He mocked "Y'know she says she is fine !" wth... xD

The awesome-st ppl came ! xD

Friends, lecturers, juniors and poi xD

Another pic of the awesome onesss xD

Ahhh x3 ! xD

x3 ! Eeek ! xD Mummy and daddy must be proud on that day xD

Even my bros were too ! aww ;pp

Everyone sitting there walking up the stage! Its time to walk the runway ;O ! Fucking happy :X

The anticipation was crazy! I wasnt that excited you know. Until I saw Luiz! LOL. Because he was asking me gan jiong anot, are you ready ? omg

I finally am xD

Luiz Queenie and Ashley ;DD

Thanks ca liang mt and aaron for the balloonss

da best! you made me easy to spot that night!

After that we went Maison cause it was near to our hotel. I was so happy not because we are in that club @___@ because of you !!! ;D! I was so happy for you ^__^! Its awkward to type this out so I wouldnt.

Went back to the hotel at 3am den everyone needed their sleep. The next morning, room service was at the door, and they were like "yiru go get the door " D:

I opened the door and the concierge guy was at the door.. and handed me muruku....

Okay....

I didn saw Yong in the room so I assume he was at the toilet and went to sleep. At 10 oclock everyone woke up and Will asked where is yong -_____-

I asked him isnt he in the toilet ? Will then spotted a note on the table saying

" couldn't sleep since 3am so went home first, anything call me.. " LOL! We stunt for a moment and I wanted to shut my eyes somemore

The idiot Will then say "What if we go Sarawak and he wrote another note ? 'Couldnt sleep for 3 days so I go home first, anything call me..' " I laughed like mad and was wide awake..

Small things like these made the morning special xD

I will miss you all~ x3

Its worth everything. No pain no gain.

Unfinished Dream

2011-10-22T13:21:00.004+08:00

My face sometimes its like a third party stamp, stamped on it D; wtf. I've sometimes been mistaken with it when I actually meant no harm, or neither I'm interested in your guy. Though your jealousy proved something sometimes. Prove the doubts in your relationship. This third party thing has been going on as a discussion lately and it linked into my dream @@

Doing some freelance work and stressed myself out. I think I should allow myself to do abit of smart mistakes and see how it goes. They say when you have enough sleep then its where you will start your dream. I should have waken up at 8 but fell asleep again after turning off the alarm.

It was a great dream at first, dreams are jumpy. This hot guy suppose to be my boyfriend somehow and he was good looking and a great guy. So we were together in the kitchen cleaning something and I've got a phone call saying I should get back, he sent me out and we heard a guy shouting my name.

I know that guy and he saw me and ran to me, this "boyfriend" of mine shove it in his face and said that I was his ;D LOL! (its a dream it suppose to make u feel weird xD) We kissed and left! woohoo!

I'm hot in my dream! xD! hahahaha

Got a cab back and while in the cab *all of a sudden* I knew that he was one of my friend's boyfriend. wuddafffuuggggg. So I thought of asking her out and talk about it. Telling her whats going on with her boyf and stuff and..

I woke up. =D !

Whats yours would be yours and you gotta fight for it, dont say "if its mine it will come back"

if its yours dont go down without a fight. After going down with a fight then say it.

If you are mine you'll find me.

Not only in dreams that you can achieve.

PS : not the guy with girlfriend already, the guy who have not show up in my life thats all

Away

2011-10-12T12:42:00.001+08:00

Sarawak for 7 days! I have to admit i miss home once I landed in Sibu. Its more like coming out from a construction site than airport ;X

Anyways I've been seeing alot of nature ;D and I've been going to toilet more ;( sigh ttyl den

A Sudden Thought

Never seen this coming

2011-10-07T19:34:00.001+08:00

After all had ended I keep wanting today to get start. Today was the day I couldnt wait and yearned for, for 3 months and today morning my fren told ne we wont be seeing each other anymore.. I'm sad ;( i never thought of that. I kept wanting my rest though never saw that the day of them leaving was so close ;'(

Got a call from Govind just now and he said he'll be going back to india next week D; sigh i'll surely miss him! T_____T

We've all graduated and going our seperate ways. Somehow college would be different from now on.

It feels awesome from the day we finished everything walked our runway and party till morning but thats it..

I know we dun stay in different planets but we got so used to seeing each other only.

That unforgettable night. Some awesome people came some didn ;)

A Sudden Thought

Hold it in

2011-09-27T02:08:00.003+08:00

It really hurts to watch someone dear to you sick, seeing them suffer when you really wanna help them or share their pain so you would ease their sufferings a little more. Worse is keeping it in you. People around them don't usually express themselves because its the problem among their family.

But we see how bad it has made them change, the sickness that change them, some may bring them closer their family though some made them a dark period to go through due to some financial problems. How I wish money could solve it, seems that money can solve so much yet it cant solve this.

I know we shouldn't be afraid of death because its a cycle in life we have to accept and adapt. But I really do not know how to take this in. It will hurt so bad. How do you choose people to die.

Its so easy to get into the dark but not easy to get back out into the light.

I still respect the people who managed to accept their dear ones going away from them. They are so strong to handle it. I know its not easy it wouldn't be.

Not so soon maybe

Believe in Me

2011-09-25T00:35:00.001+08:00

I have a happy story I duno who to share with and now I am sad ;(!! LOL. I having migraine now. This headache isnt going away for a awhile now. I guess I should be sleeping but I'm here typing blog with my phone.

I'm really glad if someone take me as their role model if only i can fit to be one. Being a leader/role model is a big job and at times I can but also I feel the pressure in this position, worrying whether am I good enough but as long as I give it my best I will fail with dignity ;X

Some people wouldn't appreciate your work but you have to believe in your work. Accept the critics but you cant please everyone. Design is subjective. Dont go creating something you yourself dislike and expect others to love it.

Have a reason behind every move similarly to think before you talk.

My confidence in my presentation gained me a very high marks. Be positive and believe. And this wasnt the happy story ;( hahahahaha

This smile is for a special someone who I've not met yet

A Sudden Thought

Small Joys, Big smile

2011-09-22T21:50:00.003+08:00

I felt so happy yesterday night. morning/night. I downloaded finish the America's Next Top model this season. Its gonna be epic ! First episode by the way. It was my routine previously when I downloaded episode by episode as it updates and then I lost my phone ;X! Lols ! But now I'm doing it again because its releasing its new season. Somehow I feel its so nice to do things I like. I like to watch models take their picture, after taking their picture would be edited in better colours. Watching how they direct and everything.

^__^ I had always like to take pictures, I envy those people who have DSLR and they would take sharp pictures! Omg. I would always edit my pictures in different colours I find it easier for the eye to see / attract your eyes to see also rite ;)

I'd hope to get the money to get one. Everytime I want a thing I would look at my parents =( I feel bad. Clothes , food, everything ;X! I can't balance my work and if i ever have to work to get money. I prioritize my work(college work) first always. My friend told me I'm those workaholic lady. Omai. I'm not.. erm. maybe I am ;x

I didnt want any commitment with guys/whatsoever so does that make me a workaholic O______O! damn.

I just like to do what I like to do! ;D

Just a small keychain can make me smile ;)

Cutest thing x3

Thankyou

2011-09-21T13:52:00.002+08:00

I just ran a red light I feel so bad that I felt a slap in my face. Driving is so serious at times. I use to drive like a mad cow. Now less of a cow but thing that changed me is I saw an accident that caused a life

Was on Loke Yew highway and it was jam! I was like wtf just move ! But i turn and saw they were all looking at a motorcyclist on the floor. And a guy was saving him my doing the cpr and pumping his heart area so hard..

Omaigawdddd. Gotta becareful and its all bout being safe!! And smart -___- when u are driving.

Car is stopped!

A Sudden Thought

Flabby

2011-09-16T22:09:00.003+08:00

Someone once told me err 'isn't life difficult when you can eat what you want' Something like that. My friend of mine told me its hard and suffering I assume the way she said. I forgot who told me that but I remember this. I didn't reply her after hearing that.

I often control what I consume. Well not really. I control when I'm gaining actually. But I control most of the time and because I gain easily. I still eat what I like just not too heavy stuff, I eat my meals till I'm just right not too full. I weigh myself everyday, after every meal, every time I come home or whenever I walk pass my weighing machine.

I have a measuring tape I measure almost everyday before I bath and I dare to tell you that I observe my body well I would look into the mirror for 10mins before I goes to the shower ;p

Its my way of staying in shape. You guys have watched "The Biggest Loser" right. One thing I don't get is there are mirror all over the place and once you are obese you will surely notice and do something bout it right ? No?

And in reply to that statement that I did not reply,

Its not difficult and torturing to count your calories, what is difficult and torturing is getting those calories count off your body after you happily consuming what you love and desire for.

That happiness that lasted from your mouth to your stomach can't compare to the depress and sadness that you see in the mirror when you are obese with sickness right.

Diet doesnt mean not eating genius.

Diet simply mean watch what you eat and only eat what is good for your body.

Don't ever say you deserve an ice cream after a short term of diet and exercise.

Be DETERMINE.

Some people are born with big bones if you are fit and as long as your are healthy you are beautiful.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a6qy0ze8kYc

Love mika ;D Watch this. For you =)

If you don't like what you see in the mirror then, CHANGE

Jared Leto

2011-09-15T00:33:00.002+08:00

Forty

Recently I've a mad crush on Jared Leto. He is the frontman of 30 Seconds to Mars. I don't idolize anyone so crazy. He is hot similarly to a lot other star. Though he is 40 who would ever guess that, that pretty face is 40.

He came to Malaysia for Worldstage and it was phenomenal. Best concert that keep my adrenalin running. Though I find my craze for him is for my comfort zone. He is my distraction on all other guys.

He is like a teddy bear when you are sad, u take your bear, you feel that comfort. You hug them to sleep. That bear can make you smile though thats all. Abit unhealthy don't you think ?

But he made me jump to his music, screaming out my lungs, a very epic experience! Reading and watching him takes my mind off everything. A very good teddy bear ;X

He released a perfume last few months. And its selling in Malaysia. I told my mum

"mii, I wanna get this perfume for my boyfriend"

She paused for awhile and gagged

"You got boyfriend already meh ? "

"Nope, but my future boyfriend must use this perfume " ^_^

I heard they are gonna take a long rest end of this year. I had this fear that I questioned

"What am I gonna do" == wtf

If you are willing to walk the path of the dreamer anything is possible. - Jared Leto

Someone Like You

2011-09-11T02:58:00.001+08:00

I'm a player. I stay so strong to avoid being broken down or hurt. I came across this girl talking bout love..

"when you are willing to sacrifice yourself for him/her you will know how strong the love really is.."

You know, I'm selfish. Not the type who dont share food. The ones that put myself first, i put myself as my #1 priority.
Its like, if im gonna get hurt, I would defend and mind fuck u abit. Or mayb I'll just ignore.
Will you wonder how i get my boyfs? ;x

I had this guy, the nicest and most sincere guy that ever treated me. He respects me and would never want to spoil our relationship.. He is a gentleman.

The type of respect he gave amazed me. But we ended and I also hope to find someone like him. Someone and something like him.

A guy who tries nt to do anything to hurt me, who control my desires, respects, and I feel guilty at times. At the things that happened.

Ps I wish nothing but the best for you

A Sudden Thought

2011-09-10T00:56:00.002+08:00

I finally released it. ok. I'm fine now

I guess not everyone understand what does busy means to me.

Presentation. Judging. Exams. Due Date.

Guess I'm not all "I don't give a damn bout what you want. I give a damn bout what I want!"

Start giving people candies they will come asking for more. I don't mind if I have but I don't so stop asking those fucking candies from me. I would share willingly. God Damn it..

Can you fetch me here, can u do that for me. time and time asking the same thing..

I'm fucking stressed out I don't have the time ! I'm so angry.. so angry...

Don't Tell Anyone

2011-09-09T11:03:00.003+08:00

This phrase has been used quite alot of time but do you realize how many actually take this line seriously. ;x I bet I aint the only one who broke this rule. It NEVER works xD

Somehow it only made the secret juicier and tempt people to tell it.

But of course I would only spill when its harmless ;x ok that's bad also.

You would too right. and don't deny. ;p

Sometimes I feel shock when my friends told. I will be like "OMFG YOU TOLD?! WHAT HAPPEN TO DON'T TELL ANYONE!?" But I've done the same so now I would say.. "== .."

This line is important.. The trust is in those lines. By typing this post I would TRY not to tell anymore. One secret saved by my effort of trying ;p

I don't like to save secrets also cause turns out everyone in the group knows! LOL

#Truefact !

Sincerely

2011-09-09T02:04:00.001+08:00

I choose people to talk to. At times i keep it to myself rather than sharing to the people who are dear to me. I feel awkward to talk bout it actually, and I dunno whether are they interested. Normally when there is someone who are interested in me, I tend to talk to them about my problems. Maybe that made most of them misunderstand but they listen cause they want to impress me and there is someone who listens i guess.

I can tell you that I'm bad with handling these crush things. After my last relationship I've decided to stop cause I'd always hurt them. I'm sry..

I am selfish I admit but I never wanted to hurt anyone. I'm confuse and I'm not perfect, I make mistakes.

These are the things that made me grow also, I've a clearer sense of what i want.
Though you'd revenge and hold grudge towards me I know. Alot of you did that actually if you think I deserve that then fine.

I'd never break down for anyone. Even though I will I would still stand back up

I love you cupid, but I've caused alot troubles. But have faith in me of finding the right one

Im having my monthly dos. /.\ lying at bed like crap.

A Sudden Thought

In Control #1

2011-09-07T00:47:00.001+08:00

This is the 3rd time that I held back my tears. Its not the matter of "my tears are precious.." or crap like that. Its just that I still have work to do.

I cant bare to look at the mirror... The sleepless nights, the constant eating to be awake. Somehow lead me here whining and my muscles aching. Not to mention the lack of water. I thought that talking to you would make me feel better but it didn. Your sarcasm made it worse actually.
I doubt that it would be a success but I sure hope my doubt is wrong
I think im under a depression. What do you think. Wtfff..

I cant tell myself I have time. Though I'm worrying that my work wouldnt be good enough. And busy body me helping people here and there. *angel*

Typing this on a toilet bowl. ;D not smiling.

A Sudden Thought

I Will Still Held My Head Up High

2011-09-04T21:24:00.003+08:00

I've wouldn't be regret of everything I've done, in the past or things that I betrayed myself. If I hadn't done those things, I wouldn't be who I am today right?

Though I should have back off when I could. But right now to have a heart isn't all good I gotta focus. I cant be worrying so much when I have a big thing in 3 weeks time. [Graduation]

Gonna be numb till it comes.

Starting from tomorrow.. ;p hahahaha

Im too tired from korea thing. My mind had been blank, my heart has been wandering. I have to control everything I'm gonna feel.

and eat. #wtf ! xDDDD

You wont see my eyes.

Please understand

2011-08-28T00:44:00.002+08:00

I don't normally speak out my emotions other than when I'm mad. When I do talk are normally to strangers. I can't really find someone to talk its not because there isn't anyone.

I'm brave but I do not like to use the word sad.

Makes me weak.

Almost jerking up. I don't like to explain.

I just threw tantrum at someone. I'm all stressed out how to smile . As I type I figure just have to be professional. The higher the EQ I guess.

Whatever. I gotta put it together.

My way of expressing

2011-08-27T03:20:00.002+08:00

Why do you think that people do the most ridiculous things. Don't they ever think first ?

You can say all those stuff you can't do. You can be so ego and rude that you are the only one who doesn't realize it. I bet you know everyone around you tells you that, but you would still think you aren't at wrong.

The most normal thing to a person that is they will never admit their wrong. They would think they are at fault just to save their image just so they wouldn't look bad. They are guilty and they hide it so well that its fake. You be the change you wanna see - Ghandi

Don't find fault at others when you yourself have problem of your own. You can't manage yourself well and you are pointing at other's mistake. Spreading how bad they act when you don't see how big of a jackass you are.

You think you are invincible, improving so well you think you are a legend. I wouldn't wanna see you drop so hard till your face is buried at the core of the earth. Really.

There was once I thought of this quote. "I create a mistake just so I can learn from it"

Though life is too short to be creating them and learning from them instead we should learn from other's mistake as well.

It will pay off.

2011-08-21T21:47:00.005+08:00

I'm having this random emotion right now. Where its really random. After reading this you can't conclude whether which mood I'm having now. And no Im not having my monthly routine. ;p

I'm having 3 classes this semester not to mention its my last semester before I graduate. - OMG GRADUATE RIGHT! hahaahah

Im doing my portfolio which is still in progress.. Erm.. One more month till submission and progress can't be complain. Halfway to go. And I'm doing stage design for my graduation.

I have 3 more weeks till pre-judging, I'm still in first stage. -_____________- The lecturer just concluded our concept and we have to clean it up for next week's class only. -.- That makes one week for design. wtf. #WTF ! ugh. wtf. sigh. Im going to kimchi land next two week..

Excited happy ? After landing the next day I have to prepare for my judging, panic ? I've been sleeping few hours just to arrange my portfolio cause my portfolio is done manually as in do it in your computer, print it out, cut it out, stick it on. 28 pages. Hectic.

I booked a time yesterday for a facial that fucking lady there decided to serve other clients first. Just because I dont pay half a fuck she pays doesnt mean I should be treated like that. I wont state the name out just because you are my parent's friend. You just wasted my valuable time in your shit hole. Stress !

I'm so stress.. its going to my head. I need someone to rant to. Though it didn help. I'm stuck ranting here.

gone.

No title

2011-08-21T21:02:00.000+08:00

I feel like crying

Bad Act

2011-08-19T14:54:00.004+08:00

Was reading an email.. Well I was about to tell you who the guy who sent me. This guy I think he is a guy reading his name and all, he has been sending me emails when I first created email. lolsss

Actually this guy started sending me emails which are quite useful and meaningful not crap like chain mails, not that any I remember. Do you have these kind of people also ? Those who keep sending you email though remain anonymous.

Although I'm curious, I do not have his msn/facebook/friendster/twitter before. I can assure you.

Not interested in going to the search bar also I guess it would be nice to remain anonymous. But thanks to whoever you are.

He sent me an email regarding a story. As I read although I know the meaning to it but it hit me another way around ;p

In case you were wondering the story :

My friends and I were having dinner. The topic of success came up and I remained silent. I wanted to hear what they had to say. Someone who had been my friend for over 20 years spoke to the group; however, I knew his words were meant for me. He boldly proclaimed, “Success is all luck... luck. That is all it is!” He then looked at me as if to say, “You are a lucky man and that is it.”
I didn’t say a word, but I confess that it hurt. He was one of my best friends and although it wasn’t a direct quote, he was telling me that he didn’t respect my success because it was all luck. In other words, he could have done the same if he was just as lucky.

I mulled this over for a few days and then let it go. What could I do?

Then some time after that, my truck window broke and I had to park in his garage for the day to stay out of the rain. I was stuck at his home for six hours. During the six hours, I watched five of his friends come over and they all watched the Comedy Channel and consumed adult beverages for five hours. It was driving me up a wall! I wanted to go for a run, write, read a book, goal set, strategize or spend time with someone I loved. Instead, I wasted six hours watching the Comedy Channel.

I am not suggesting that watching television or the Comedy Channel is a waste of time. Most certainly not. However, it was obvious that this was their daily routine. Then it hit me!

Success is not a result of luck. It is a result of how you spend your free time!

He and I both work hard. The difference is when my workday is done my free time is productive and his is not.

My 6-CD Memory in a Month program was created in my free time. Every month, I get checks in the mail because of this program, and I will never have to do a single bit of work again for it. I did the work in my free time. My friend was watching the Comedy Channel. Today, his mailbox is empty.

Success is a result of luck? No, success is a result of how you spend your free time.

Ron

The message I got was erm, the hurtful words that he said to his friend. I guess I shouldn't had doubted people's success and judge them that way. Even if it was luck. I know its hurtful cause I've been through it and I realized I did it to someone also. Hmm.. noted

Success is luck at times I agree, though molding yourself into a better being is not.

Work hard and you'll be just as successful as the person next to you ;p

I'll try and adapt this phrase also ;x corny phrases has some deep meaning. Those meaning can be your motivation. #winks

Winner of Radius Competition - Raffles International College

(Our Senior group won)

Inverse ;p ! hahaha

Dressed up for the presentation to fit our concept.

the 50s / 70s (only me and ashley dressed)

We aimed so high right beyond the stars,

We dropped so low right beneath the ground

Baby don't whimper

2011-08-18T21:38:00.004+08:00

Have you seen your friend next to you whine so much you would feel like slapping him/her?

They would complain bout the slightest thing I find it annoying at times. I guess I learn something, I do not want them to be like them.

At time you have to love something before having to judge them. I remember most of us will use to say "Ugh I hate science.. I hate maths .. I hate SEJARAH" Hate is a big word.

We hate too easily.

Looking at another perspective, when something challenge you say "interesting " ;p

No matter how difficult things get, if it happens suck it up. A reason might be behind it. An inspiration, a change of mind. Who knows but doing more wouldn't be less beneficial than doing less.

I complain too. Not to everything at least

Ps. if u wanna tell me "less is more" we can go on all day.

My blog, my view, my say. Have a nice day ;p

#np 1,2,3,4 by Plain White T's

2011-08-15T00:32:00.004+08:00

Have I ever mentioned that I hate watching drama, chick flicks, teen crap and all. Those good looking guys would always appear in it. I really hate it and everytime I watch I would cry ;p !

Farneee~ But I would always download and watch. O___O yeah. Stupid I know.

I feel miserable after I watch lols. Sometimes I feel like

being miserable I would watch. The type of love shown is so not possible. This reality is too cruel for shits like that. I cant picture the guy who can stand next to me, maybe its because I never put my mind on this which is a good thing for now. Though somehow I am here blogging and not doing my portfolio. 20 page more. Gosh. 3 days and I've did 8 page. Not a good progress. I duno. This portfolio has alot to be done.

I'm like hunting for good looking guys to lay my eyes on ^^ just looking. wadever.

Plain White Ts sings the most seemingly how pure and simple love can be.

Totally fairytale.

How do people fall in love so easily. Don't tell me I'm thinking too complicated things because people can jump from one relationship and speak out those 3 words so easily. I guess they really do know their love. I personally find it not that easy. I've done these and I wouldnt say I regret but it has taught me alot. I'm grateful.

So was it love ? Love .. ==. I've to take understand more on it then.

I saw this quote today that says "Life too short to doubt love" Something like that ;D

I do doubt. Hmm i'll stop here

That certain someone who thinks in a complicated way

though wanting simple things

Say goodbye to the fairytale world you thought you live in

Typical Men

2011-08-11T12:31:00.005+08:00

In my life, people who likes me are nice to me. They would only be nice to you if they want you, they wanna get you, they wanna make an good impression with you.. Other times, nope.

Most guys that like me are only nice to me and when I reject them they don't give a fuck anymore.

Typical.

Also hurtful. They tend to show me attitude and pissy faces, show me what they can do, show me how good that they can get other girls. Rub it all in my face. They jump to another girl so quickly, not to say I'm jealous just fooled by where they said they like me.

You can't blame us for saying guys are liar because they are. I don't treat people coldly for nothing I have my own reason. Mainly they lied.

Would this repel ?

...

I turned to my blog when there is no one to listen.

Twennnyyyyy - 11

2011-01-02T21:17:00.005+08:00

Its 2011 ! == My holiday has been awesome so far ;DDD Seriously. 4th sem has been hectic this holiday was a relief moment T^T !
I totally forgotten what I did . But I slept at 11 ! HAHA. wooott ! Today I gonna sleep at 10.30 gg !
This holiday finally went somemore out of KL. Went Pee-D !
SOOOOOOOOO WOW ! xD

Was kinda blur with the timing coz some smarty put the time at the "izit today is today later or today tomorow ? " == Yeah blurring.

Ah Liang set the departure time at Tuesday 2am.
I'm bad at being serious with time.

So on Sunday / Saturday I was talking to liang. And he said Tuesday u kno. I was like GG [we haven get all our bbq stuff !! LOL] .
Me and Joyce planned out what to buy. So on monday after my shooting I drove to Mahkota Jusco, Segar Econsave and Connaught Giant . GGGGGG
After everything is settle. I went back home and pack my stuff ate my dinner. And go sg long.
Plan was to go Sg long then meet up at Kajang !

Slept at yc's house. == YC NOT AT HOME. While sleeping they sneaked out to mamak. Left me and joyce. His dad was like " Who are u all ? " walao ! hhahaha Strangersss ! hahaha Till 2 something Yc they all onli back. Then I drove to Kajang. They just wouldnt let me drive to Pee-D

ROAD TRIP IS SOOOOO NICEEEE !! Till we reach Tanjung Biru [Blue Lagoon] gg
set up the tent. Lit up the fire and WAIT FOR SUNRISE.
Sorry. We at PD . Sunrises at the opposite site Genius ;D ! Yeslahhh.
But we saw how much the seawater subsided. Super COOL ! ;D I jakun teehee

Thats how much the water subsided ;D !

Taken by mx ?

Till morning we kayak! So tiring ! Liang was like tipping our kayak STUPID. The whole kayak knocked on my head == ! GG . Climbed on the kayak and tipped some more ! LOL.
After Kayaking.
We head off . Was bout 12 already.
Joyce's frens was coming to PD too ! So we waited for them for lunch ;D
We went to Glory something ;D Glory Beach I think . Thats where Wenhau booked the apartments. We went to the beach and played volleyball while waiting ;D

x.xv

Till they arrive we went to the Tian Tian ==. seems to be a very nice seafood restaurant.
SUPER ULU ! means very kampun. Was in some plantation somemore. Somemore when drive cant speed up. Even so. Till we reach there CLOSE ADEE ~ 3pm ;D
Nice. Drove out the kampung kampung area onli makan =) ! After we ate I said was quite cheap. I went back and told daddy. He say why so expensive. PD somemore LOL. FM-LIFE

Went back to the apartment and put all the stuff. Went to play Storm Boat ;DD ! Superrrrr FUN !
Its at Batu 1 Pulau Teluk Kemang. ;D Papago GPS recommended xD. Can get u ANYWHERE ! is even available in APPs store ;D
Banana boat is such a dangerous game xDD ! SUPER PAIN GAHHH !

[Ok. there is like 10 people looking at me blog rite now. GG ! ]

Beh tahan ahhh ~ Liang hurt himself on the banana boat till nid to see doctor coz he dislocated his knee =_____________= after PD __

PD CAN SEE SUNSET BTW ;D ! xDDDD
We head back to the apartment. =) Joyce has like so many frens ;D including me___ TEN !
hahaha. We morning BBQ then with them BBQ TOO !
Otak otak ;D ! They so nice. ESP Esther ;D !
After bathing went over to their room to play cards. Though betting on getting others drunk !
Come to think of it. onli Zhen Lok and Esther made me drink =3= !!!!
Im good at gambling. But I alwies lose T____________T o0o ? hahhaha
I went to sleep after that. When I drink imma GHOST! hahaha My face is pale and super red !

LUCKY ASHLEY COULDNT GO TO PD !!!! ;D !

If not she will have 5 albums on me just that hour of drinking. o0o !
After that I sleep adee. ;D ! Bout 12.30 hahahaha.
Gimme a break ;D ! I din sleep the whole day ! Heard that onli Kah Ben threw up ;D! hahahahaha

Anyways.

Before leaving PD ;D

Seems that Joyce molested me and I didn know. == ! And Esther heard some noises. SHE SO BRAVE !!
=OO ! She even went to the hallway to check ! If me I jizz till jump off the apartment. ;D ! woot
Though I was sleeping like a dead cow. hahaha ^^v
The next morning was suppose to to Melaka. OWH~ Hw I wish to eat their chicken rice =x
Sakai like me doesnt get those chances ! T^Tv
But instead plans was changed , went kajang eat Prawns. ;D ! Good enough hahahahaha.
As soon as balik onli I sleep ! hahaha. Had a awesome time there with

Joyce
Melody
Man Xuan
Liang
Yong Kang
Chace
Juang
Alex
Esther
Zhen Lok
WenHau
Kah Ben
Meng Kit
Kin Leong
Su Hao ? [duno hw to spell ;D]
Yi Sheng

People.

HAVE A GREAT 2011 !!

Bonjeri

2010-12-29T21:54:00.006+08:00

I got my haircut here =)) ! At Bonjeri.

No.33
Jalan Temenggung 19/9,
Sek9,Bandar Mahkota Cheras
43200 Kajang,
Selangor.

Mr Shen xD
Tel : 016 220 1813

Bonjeri is located near Mahkota Jusco. Same row as Look out Point Cafe or Passion Cafe
U shud try it ;DD ! People look twice at me now LOL !

Be Black !

2010-12-29T20:10:00.005+08:00

I really love my virgin hair ! ;DDD I last time may wanna dye it red but nahhh. I would look like some punk. xD So I still like black. So Arabish feel ! =) I have dark brows, long n lots of lashes. So staying black isnt that bad =) Plus my hair isnt in good condition ,dying it would make it worse.
Then I told ppl I like to stay black as long as I could. I never even thought to go dye my hair after high skol. My cousin thought that college canot dye hair. -.- its like a must to dye ur hair whenever possible.

Black is so nice wtf ! Mayb brunette also hahahaha anyway. That day after college I went back home to sleep. I have badminton at 3pm with Ah Liang ,yk they all =)
Then, u kno how pig I sleep till. Yk call me 5 times I also cant wake ;DDD
3pm Yc's sis called me . I woke up ! =O ! She was saying Ah Sern (her bf, hairstylist ) whether can cut my hair for a magazine shoot. Then I was blurring. My eyes wasnt even open . I said yeah yeah.. My hair was so short so she said the hair length wud be shorter than now. So I was okay with it.
Then she passed the phone to Ah Sern. and he said I gonna dye ur hair also de leh . U ok with it ? I was like awake I said err lols. like that ah I dun wanna dye leh. So I dun think I cant help u. x.x

After that call I straight rush to badminton gg !!

Then I was having second thought. I was leaving my hair long at that time. Coz I wanted a very egyptian hair cut . Would be super 90 DEGREES xD
But its like a shoulder length haircut. My hair still nids like 2-3 inch.
And I wanna change my hair style for CNY =)
My hair couldnt make it for the haircut. SO when I got back home I've asked them whether I can still help them model. =)

So this was the hair cut =DD

So yeah..

After 3 bleaches, 2 trips to saloon during peak assignment season.

After bleached. People are going mad with me when I posted my bleached hair on Facebook
Saying lala x.x ! The hair isnt done lah. CHILL ! lol!

Got my new hair and DONE ALL my assignments !
Hell YEAH ! =))

PURPLE !
not red . =) Im so man now =(
I was kinda. sad bout.
ppl cant call me leng lui anymore. LOLOLOL
=DDDD
Now im so man ! ppl onli say me 'yeng' (cool)

Imma MOON

2010-12-14T20:43:00.004+08:00

UGH The reason im here blogging is because for the past 30 min i've been going through my END-OF-LIFE CRISIS ! Sorrowful , REALLY ! I forgot when ! I've been staying up late and lack of sleep. == And fyi. its pretty obvious =(

Sleep cycle totally blew == YES ITS MY SKIN AGAIN ==!!!!!! FMLLLLL. ! its not cause of PMS which cause my skin this time. which is DEAD ==. If its pms still okay lah after pms then nothing. but this is bad. my pimple blemishes and all crap which is in my skin aint going away T^T !
That day went to my nephew's 1 year old birthday along with all my other cousins
( I miss going to ah ma's house x( REALLY lol ! Its like so long I didn see them ;D Even not that SUPER close but i still miss ah ma and all of them =x ! since sem start I didn go adee == IMAGINE THAT ! well at least I'm going next sunday ;D. ) My cousin saw my that day and said "YER why so many adee [pointing at my pimpleS] x((( can die ? =(

As disgusting as it looks ! It also taste disgusting ! hahaha
nahh xD actually its chocolate. Milk choco !
The white part is soft == The pink part is .. harder ==......... GG
*SERIOUS*

My skin is like the moon ;D
Craters - pimples =(
It shines like the moon - oily =(
~~Round like the moon~~ o0o. OK, NO! LOL.
I nid to mask my face 24/7 !

Ashley saw me yday and she was counting how many days she didn see me and she said "I was shock when I saw ur face this morning ! So many pimples!" FMLLLLL!

And if u notice i didn even camwhore recently !!! LOLOLOL ah ! just words =(
I dont put foundation / concealer . Coz after I put i very lazy remove and my skin will be worse after that ! xD so. i will be hiding in my cave till it heals ! OKTHXBYE !

News 101

2010-12-12T00:24:00.002+08:00

Recently if u had been on facebook / newspaper u shud kno that there is this guy Alviss Kong he committed suicide. For those of u that've been in the cave for the past few days.
He committed suicide due to love. A girl who she dated for 4 months. That girl was her 2nd gf.
He takes life so lightly. Ending it just like that. Then there is this DJ from hk i think. Telling people to appreciate life. Really . Appreciate your life. Before he commited suicide he still have time to update his facebook status. He has time to do that but not to think properly.

Today my brother was saying the "bravest people are the ones who gonna commit suicide" They are brave enuff to do that but not brave enough to face the truth.
Alviss Kong. He wrote a note b4 he end his life. Joke bout it is he even had the time to translate it. == gg ? He "PS " saying dun blame her gf. He sharing everything like that on facebook and he is saying dun blame her. Im not saying is her fault im just saying its quite ridiculous x.x

My fren's sister, I saw her sharing the page of Alviss on facebook. She said "

你失去一个你心爱的人，不代表你失去了一切"

She is onli 11 ==!
So cute of her . Though he is gone now. I dun understand why people wud create pages after pages for him and alot ppl liking it.
Next time if thought of these things call me. I'll slap u left and right =)

Twanny Tan

2010-12-05T15:39:00.004+08:00

How come ! In 26 days Im 19. shit. This year its like we are on fast foward even though I keep wish time would pass slowly so that I have time to do my work. Maybe work is in my head all the time. Suddenly its sunday. When monday comes Sunday is near again ! T^T ? Wtf ?

I try hard to recall. I have to remember every par of 2010 coz alot of things happen . I think.
But 2010 is like a year of change for me. I have a fren who told me, when you wants to start fresh, change something and everything would be a fresh start, its either you environment, your partner, or your hair. He said he wants to change and start fresh so he had a haicut and dyed his hair.

First successful bake !

For me. I did all of that. Environment. Think of that I moved which is a new start also. Im currently loving here except for some minor stuff. People here are so nice.
There was once I was so hungry my mum was out so suddenly there was someone at the door. Was that handsome kid next door. He said his mummy gave us cheese cake. SOO NICEE ! Then previously she gave us awesome curry puffs from Mid Valley ! Alot ! I dun have to call delivery at all ! ahahaha then there was my neighbour on the right. Also gave us food ! T^T SO NICE RITE ? They have the cutest son who talks crap alot with me. And 3 scary dogs !

Everynite we have a calming nite here coz the wind and its so quiet. There is no loud cars passing by (except for my brother's car x)) ) There is not much people living here yet. I cant wait for Chinese New Year ! =x

Another environment change is college of coz. New people! hahaha I feel new people I meet I would miss them more if they ever leave. At least my high skol frens we have a root which is so strong, hardly wud break ! x)

After the last sentence I typed I stopped very long. Actually. lols. They have their life now. Mayb in some intersection we would meet , you are still my fren. but we __ was __ close.
These are the things I hope that doesnt change anyway. But these change cant be control like what I've said *environment partner hair bla bla bla*
Owh well.

Hmm I went to Petronas Science my first =) Then Aquaria my first ! Museum ! My first too ! with sydney =) den there was my love for egypt hahaha thanks to sydney also ! Badminton ! hahaha a productive year actually. Drove !! How can I forget that. =)
Hmm.. got 90 for history. HAHAHAHA AWESOME YEAR ! hahaha. History man .

I cant wait till the stress is over .
*prays breathes fuhh * bye !

Tangled Fairytale

2010-12-01T20:37:00.003+08:00

Random =) All Ashley's =3=
Duno why she bring =X hahaha =P

=) Movie with korkor joyce and didi. Such a tiring day. My blog will be packed with me ranting bout assignment onli ! Shit ! Can you imagine I can talk so much bout assignment GAHH .
Im seriously stressed now =D ! Movie last Friday actually. I had a full day class !
Omg I suddenly recall that day !

Looks good from FARRRR xDDD

Come and sit I will tell u my story xDDD hahahaha

Replacement class means 9-6. hell yeah. Drawing class somemore T^T ~! I suck at coloring ! / drawing xDD We bought copic markers. I think I would be selling my markers in 3 months time ;DD ! The class was with juniors also. So alot of people. =)
Class wasnt that stress at all ! Really ~ Coz we late to class when he gave us breaks hahahaha
For lunch I went Old Town ! OMG I crave for Old Town Kaya Butter toast for like 3 days !!
Seriously fail the Old Town in Ampang Park. Butter is thinner than a strand of hair ! =X No butter =((( Sad Face ==! Luiz,Ashley,Joseph, Vp, Joyce and Me sitting in that packed Old Town. I wan toasttt =( ! THICK BUTTER PLS ! Orz

[ Orz this emo was taught by my didi~ xD Orz ~~means~~ is a human kneeling down actually. can u see ? Orz Orz Orz hahahaha if u cant see then ur imagination fail =P ! ]

Marry ~=x HAHA
jkjk going to Wen Hao's open hse. Ashley so pro !

After the class I was fetching ashley home and dinning with her. Coz I have no dinner ! So I said to go Mid Valley for dinner coz wanted to get more markers also. From Col ---> Mv I kno hw to go !!
But I went to the wrong road ==v ! hahahaah After smart I just have to follow my lane but I buntut gatal go and cut through the left lane. I tot left lane then straight go is Mv =(
Lepas tu I signal left lah ! Then serious jam even the emergency lane was filled. *still signaling ~* then motor behind was like honking == I think he was going too fast ! then BANG ! =3= Sien..
He ran off after the bang. He go Mid Valley that road. =( Totally sien == ! Then was going to random roads for like almost 45mins then made a decision to balik makan at Alam Damai . hahaha lame shit. Go some jap restaurant at my place. =3= SO EXP !! worse than Korean Food =( ! I eat maggi for Rm16 =( ! fk9 =x

My favourite part =)
My expression was like her =O
x))

I reach home d then was preparing to start assignment again =3=. Then joyce said watch Tangled Rapunzel [3D] ~ Rapunce ~ =)) Movie start onli I was "wow. so beautiful ! " okay if u watch actually start onli is that ugly lady actually. But I was saying Rapunzel very beautiful !
The movie what to say. Its a fairytale. VERY fairytale. Onli there was scene was really really really beautiful ! [3 'really' means TRYING TO CONVINCE U !] hahahaha SERIOUS ! The "stars" part =) I think I onli like that part =x

I never kno Rapunzel's story . The original one I mean. I onli kno she gt long hair and "Rapunzel Rapunzel ~ Let down ur hair " thats all hahaha.

Drowsy Cow

2010-11-28T00:22:00.003+08:00

Ah. So many assignments. Thats what most people do. RANT ! Bout assignments ;DD No break. T^T I tell u i miss high skol why ? I dun have to do work in high skol - col i have to do work. GG
You cant copy . All you do closest to copying is benchmarking .

Super serious ah my tiredness. I cant hear a thing when Im asleep ! Once my face slammed on my pillow I am deaf ! I keep yawning coz I dun get enuff sleep. This week Sunday I slept 2 hours. I mixed up my time d ! Then monday / tuesday I slept 5 hours. Wed I slept 4 hours. I forgot what I did on thursday =x Then for friday I slept 2 hours. Then Friday - saturday I slept 2 hours. FML !
When I drive I dun feel drowsy anymore.

But even as I type this post my eyes feel so tired and I keep on yawning. Yesterday I was doing assignment then I told my fren to call me up after 10 mins coz I just wanna rest my eyes. I told him " If i dun get up after 10 mins CALL ME" He called me , msn me gg I didn wake up. 10 mins.
lols. I slept and woke up after 2 hours. That was 7oclock in the morning already. I do assignments for another 2 hour then bath and go KL for the badminton match =x

Drove there to watch Govind play against Ah Boo. damn there was one shot I hope it was recorded coz that shot was OMG-ING ! After numerously smash Govind running from one corner dive here and there ! GG! And he got that point too !! Jizzed dude. =x hahaa
Ah boo play really well x.x ! So did sahley joseph luiz pakyeong and others xDD

After the badminton I went to print out my work and went to KLCC to lunch with joyce. Can u imagine us sweating like dead fishes walking among the crowd ;DD I love lifting my hands up for everyone to smell my armpit. GG !! woohoo~ =x

We lunch till 4 then went back to joyce's hse coz we were going to Wen Hao's open house.
She bathe and I was sitting down stairs where I feel asleep. GG. When I woke up it was raining terribly. I passed joyce the key of my car lols. I blur ah just woke up like that.

Seriously. I nid to do my work but I really nid to rest now. so bye k x3x3 ~

Dead Cow !

2010-11-23T20:16:00.006+08:00

I sleep like a cow ! I scare myself sometimes =P not everytime is like this just nowadays I'm starting to realise that imma cow ;D ! Last time when I was using my Sony phone , when u snooze ur phone it will ring again in 10mins or so. So last time my alarm clock is set at 6.30am for morning classes =D btw my class starts at 9. GG

Raffles College tee xD
I asked Joyce to help me cut it. She cut till so nice ;D x3 3q~
I look like a biker dude wear this shirt.

I nid to prepare and everything. But now since I drives to college I wake up at 7.30. NOT ANYMORE ~ ;D ! it got worse coz I wake up at 8.30 gg~ Woot =x Its not that I want to wake up at that time. *pinky swear* ! Using iphone snoozing button suck coz I nid to click myself for it to snooze ! So I set it to ring at every 10mins interval. so ;D

My list of alarm

6.50am
7.00am
7.05am
7.10am
7.20am
7.30am
7.45am
8.05am
8.30am

..

I still haven wake up, till my mum call me up when she was about to go out to work !! LOL
T^T There is one time worse ;D I needed to wake up early to do my assignments when it started ringing at 6.50am and I still couldnt wake up till 10++ ;D ! Phew !
Im deaf when I am tired !

I did my work till 2 something and helped my bro with his work till 4-5 . So i went to bed after that. Wasnt having class but needed to go to col to handup my assignments. Ashley was gonna pass me her assignments so she dun have to go to col just to handup hers. She said to call me at 6-7. hahahaha she called me after 20+ times I still couldnt wake up ~ Fuh~

The back of it. Hers is also something like this.
We got it for free coz we join the Raffles friendly badminton match ;DD

I use to wake up easily ! and by myself !! ;DD ! now u fart in my face i also cant wake up T^T !
I nid like an whole hour to get prepare =x ! Even straightenening my hair takes up to 30 mins ;D ! ^^v ++ I dun have to do fussy things like make up. but joyce do damn fast !
I sangat slumber ~ then i go down, eat my bread, put things in the car, go behind take my socks, go put other stuff in car go behind take shoes hahahahaa serious. this kinda happens everytime I sure go to the same place few times. COZ ITS MORNING DOH ! blur wei =(

@Felicia ;D

Truth Or Dare 18sx

2010-11-20T15:33:00.006+08:00

Wanted to have dinner ! We actually at first couldnt think of anywhere to go to have dinner. So they said to come over to my hse to cook SPAGHETTI ;DD ! My parents and brothers wasnt gonna be at home for the nite. I was missing bolognaise actually =x ! But nvm ;D We went and get groceries ! I feel outing at supermarket is so fun ;D Coz u are surrounded with fooodd =OOOO !
Me , Liang , Joyce , and Mt go buy groceriesss whee~ ^^

Yes I am ! ;DDD HAHAHAA

Spices ;D

Food hunting is so nice ;D Liang is our chef of the day ! So went and got alot of stuff ! Its all so tempting ! Especially in the pork area. we saw alot P1 AND P3 ! hahahahahahaha [p1p2p3 is emo in msn] ;DDDD !

Shooo funn ~ We pay and left. Reach home nia we start to cook ! We are right on schedule actually. Cook so many thingss ! One hour done ;D !
Yc mx and ca also reach on time. Fuh Fuh Fuh ! I damn syok. =x
There is ham , sausages , spaghetti , root beer float ! gg ahh.. AND CHEESE . And FISH FILLET. damn. T^T I miss that meal.

Float ;DD
Dessert ;D

GG~~~ so nice rite? There was a pic of our expression of the food.
It was coincidentally taken =x

HAHAHAHA
It didn taste bad at all seriously ;D just coincident gg

After the meal joyce left ! Coz she gonna go swimming GG~ at nite ;D
So left 6 of us. We played truth / dare ! Popped a bottle of Ice Wine ;D I LOVE IT SO MUCH lol!
Coz its sweet but its not iced D; gg

Seriously miss that nite T^T we laugh so hard while playing !
Ca the lamest =x

She ans katy perry o0o !

Then the dare got out of hand ! GG. It started with daring mx. Kiss me ~ *o*~ was cheek. then LIPS x3~ gg. Then there was the strip moment ;D touching moments. HAHAHAHAHA i cant stop laughing as i think back of what happen. GG ! ESP EPIC MOMENT LIKE : -

Woot~ Live bj ;D

Pressure Ranting

2010-11-18T00:23:00.003+08:00

Gay-est shirt is x3~ xDD
Colors matched with my plaster ! scroll down to see

Recently in col hahahaha something happen. Then now I feel super pressure in going to class.
That day without noticing suddenly our works were marked on the spot ! It was like pop quiz without being prepare. I *facepalm* duno how many times ! Super pressure lah.
Seems that we offended our lect T^T damn.

Its week 7 in college now. Means that we have 5 more weeks then all our finals are up to due. Im so worrying ! This term gonna be so bad. But I got my last term result ! First I thought I didn do well then I saw the average marks, I actually did okay =D

I ace one of it ! Woot ! Which is my 2D CAD [Computer thing] =P ! Then my retail design~ Not distinction but a 7x =D I think is my final assignment hehe. I told some of my frens bout it wan. But when Jason [mylect] were explaining back he seems to get the wrong idea of my design GG! So... LOL. weird =3= ! So did he gave me the marks for my design / what he thought my design was. But when I explain back to him what my design was he was like owh owh owh. @@ ! duno la =P

Em. Not very typical so this movie is not that bad.
But too scripted I think =x !
And I fell asleep HAHAHA wasnt the movie problem I too tired
But I was like. "Shit I better wake up coz the tickets are Rm19" LOL

My drawing works seriously suck x( I had two drawing class for the past 4 sems. I onli scrap through. Sigh. Im having presentation drawing this term. Im so fmling coz my watercolor work burns ppl's eye when they look at it T^T ! GAHH
College passing mark is 60. My pass result was 60 and 69. gg ! I think I nid to dig a hole on my graveyard to prepare first T^T!

So pressure ahhh. This Friday somemore is marking ! Previous work have to submit this Friday. And he gave 3 drawings . T^T................................... people. I A M S C A R E .
I do watercolor suck like shit where it stains at the side .. pffts . Drawing still fine but coloring T^T!!!!!! AHHHH *dies*

This saturday there is a friendly badminton match. GG~ So today most of the people in hostel came to cheras to play badminton ! gg! So nice of them. There were so many obstacles to overcome for them to come cheras to play ! x3x3 ^^ I fetched Venna and we reach like 10.45. The court was 11oclock 3 courts. They late an hour . gg ! Me and Venna play till 1.30 she say she not tired .
xO ! *faints* I play till sweat dripping she tell me she not tired !

gg?

Normally I sports I dun sweat till it drips ! Even during cross country run few KMs also didn sweat till drip. Everytime I do sports sure get bruises / swollen / blisters
Hardcore !! hahahaha no la. This time is so scary coz my hand gg. the wrist there swollen like a huge bump on it. T^T

Its 1oclock now and my younger brother is still singing = =... wtf
either that or he is talking to himself. GG

My Thoughts

2010-11-15T00:10:00.005+08:00

Dun keep her waiting

Everyone had plans on that Saturday nite . I kiasu wan ! hahahaha So I invited frens over ^^
We were talking bout if you are in a relationship. Would u dare to let ur partner to go see other girls. Of coz there is a limit. Flirt but not going overboard with it. Just get to know girls / guys. Its not cheating. Getting to know girls or guys is not cheating. Though everyone has their different point of view.

Lets say if I were still in my previous relationships I wouldnt doubt him. Emm.. He goes out with girls im fine. Mayb coz there is a trust. Even if u dun trust him alwies trust urself. You have to have confident in yourself that he wudn go for other bitches coz "I am the best for him" "I kno what he is like" "we understand each other"

Although u both have all these and he cheated on you at the end of the day. Who cares. This will be one of your many wrong judgement in life. It is alwies their lost. If u aint loyal enough of u cant control your feelings well enough pls dun try it. Dun think u are skillful which ended up hurting someone.

Muted Rhapsody

2010-11-14T19:35:00.005+08:00

Fml-ing T^T. My laptop is seriously a butthole ! The speaker burst ! Means it went zzz zzz zzzzzz . So listening some high bass song is seriously damn emo wan ! So I pluggin my earphones and headsets. Now the pluggin hole canot detect ! Couldnt detect the friggin audio jack ! TT...
NVM ! Although emo but speaker still can listen ! So I unplugged the earphones and turn on the speakers.
FML to the max. No sound ___

=.= I thought I muted it or something . didn =3= NO SOUND WTF. Two days d. Then I just now on facebook clicked a video. then go other site while it loads. I went back to facebook. the video end d ==. LOL I didn notice . DAMN SHIT.

So now no songs TT.. Then I put cds into my radio. =3= Radio cant read the CD. FML x10 !!
So now . I do work very quiet TT..
*grieving*

When it was singing to me T^T

Underwater Camera

2010-11-10T22:55:00.004+08:00

Pfft ! Pending pendingssss ~ Everything had to come all at once aight. T^T ! Lets view the to-do list shall we?

1. At least two of each :- Section, Elevation, Perspective for office design
2. Floor Plan, 4elevation, reflected ceiling plan, flooring, casework and cabinet detailings
3. Rendering, model built up in 3D cad
4. 3piece of drawing fully rendered T^T !! Darn i suck at coloring TT!!!

Im gonna suck it up and finish it ! btw . its due next week. *SNIFFS* YIRU FTW !

I got an underwater camera ! For like Rm45 ^^~ Toy camera ~
Dated liang,joyce,ashley,yc,yk,alex swimming ! ;D That day was so nice ! Hahahaha Was really excited bout it. But I'm so stupid lols ! I keep thinking that its a digital camera. I twist the knob and took a pic. I twist and take the same picture! gg !!!
GAHHHH

This pic wud be so nice if the film didn went wrong T^T !

I went underwater and wanted to took a pic of huishi. Forget to twist the knob. =.=
gg? Though having to wait for the pictures to be wash is quite anticipating. ;D
You will never know what you will get and thats the best part ! ;D
Though my first try isnt really that good. =3= finger was covering the lens in some pic somemore.
SO SIEN . epic fail ;D

Good try ! Buy film and shoot again ~ But better film cost more. film camera is like holding a glimpse of hope in everything u take. hopefully i got the shot. Rather than a digital one.
Once u shoot
"See ! ~ Not nice delete ah "

Film camera. "sorry no such thing " ;DD ! hahahaha. If u wanna take good pictures or have a great pictures. Do things u dun dare to do. No boundaries. ;D Like:-
Opening ur eyes underwater with contact lens in your eye. Goggles. x.x not nice la =x

Negative Films !

Remember us having the brown negative films ? hahaha. Its so nice to have those again. So vintage feel to it ! I wud be viewing it under a light ! hahaha nais ^^

x.x !

Virtually Speaking

2010-11-08T17:40:00.004+08:00

Me and girls dun really get along that well you know. I duno why x.x ! Mayb Im bitchy looking ! gg ! I can talk alot on9.. ah. forget bout it ! Coz I've been getting this alot recently. Its like talking to me in sms /on9 is different than talking to me in real life D; !

I should be less virtual ! ;D Even in pictures.. okay . Im sneezing and sniffing right now ! T^T
Damn. Seeing pictures is really different coz pictures mayb seems flawless ! But actually I have a pimple on my top right forehead. ;D! woot ~
Pictures are the moments which is paused where we are beautiful for that moment !
For me. Its my one second of beauty. =P

Its MIFW

2010-11-06T22:28:00.007+08:00

mifa mifa omg ! Im so excited when I first heard Justin was gonna join MIFW~ So excited for him =x ! Was at Pavilion 5th of Nov . I woke up early for him! HAHA no la. I woke up early for bbq =x! GG jkjk! I woke up early to pick up ashley and joyce !

We were there like 11 something. The stage set up was so nice. We went for BBQ at sg wang 6th floor. We waited for them for an hour!! I find that I alwies wait for people == I hate waiting at times. T^T . I alwies thought that guys shud wait for girls thats more polite rite. Gentleman x3~
I think I have more pictures to show more than what I wanna type !

BBQ with them is just too fun ;D Coz I sat inside ! Then they put food on the table nia means I can eat ! fuuhhh! BBQ with Yuli,jo,pranaya,luiz,huangyeong,eugene,bernard,unni, terry, ashley, joyce !

Once the sushi came on the conveyor belt it was swept of by them !! hahahahaha then the beef was finished also. gg?

While waiting for THEM ! hahahaha
plug in earphones , max volume !

Grabbed from Joseph =)

Ashley got the bunnies in pink !

Elmo peeps !

3 pods ;D

We were wearing the opposite !
tied hair - not tied hair =3= hahaha
Tank top - sleeves shirt
black pants - black skirt
red converse - blue converse

I didn take alot of pic after justin's haha
Justin's is so nice !! especially after I know what happen backstage
I feel so awed ! =)

After the show tried calling luiz and min for dinner . They didn pick up my call ! So I went with joyce sandy ashley to Ah Boo's [o__O] bday. lols
Steamboat ! No matter how full I am , I alwies have room for steamboat gg ! Nice day ! ^^ bye

College Report 101

2010-11-04T00:39:00.005+08:00

Our Jan 2010 Batch ;D
Us 4 !

3o'clock at nite Im not asleep yet seems so early and feels that the nite is just getting started. I still remember telling Ca to sleep early coz last time she use to sleep at 1 -2. Its sometimes quite tense when you are working. Right now Im thinking bout it Im also tense knowing I have so much to do whether I can cope up anot. I do my assignments till 5 for this week. Like twice d. I do till 5 then sleep till 7 go col. Go KL sure jam wan.

Ashley's hot performance in Col ;D

So I dun stuck in jams. I try my best to get the fastest route to college. You know if u use MRR2 in the morning. Dun use the fast lane. coz its the slowest of them all. Use either the middle lane / the 3rd lane. I've seen ppl's car compartments has like CD's and all. My car compartment got food @@v ! gg. Seriously. Sleepy either u carpool/ turn on music like mad / suck a lollipop ! dun close ur eyes.

Stay alert ;D Speed safe !

Luiz.
I like this pic so much ! =x its so energitic

I've been doing sports lately ! =)) And exercise. woot. Badminton with Luiz, Ashley, unni and jo today followed by sit ups [I did 40 sit ups today ! for me its alot =)] the striding thing for 20mins. gonna feel the muscle burn later ! ;)) Nowadays badminton with luiz ashley and joseph alot. Thanks to them if not I wont be exercising !
I like it when my day I feel that I've not been wasting it. But I miss watching tv. Now if I ever watch tv I would be onli watching America's Next Top Model. I just try to catch this series ! hahaha

Overall college might seems hectic but its still fun when we do our work and talk to lecturers. Apparently lecturers are nicer to talk to than teachers in our highskol. Highschool teachers are so bossy and are such hypocrites ! They think that we are stupid ! jerk off ;D not all but most. == College assignments are so fun to do. Though in my 3rd sem. I did branding research. When will ur highskol wants you to go shopping and looking at brands rite? I still find it the best assignment to do =)) They send us to malls while in skol they give us boring homeworks.

This is not mine , Joseph's
I onli took the pic xD

After being in college I see more know more .
Who ever thought that Egyptian Art could be so interesting. Thanks to Sydney =)
Jason - Giving interesting assignments telling us its ok to spend Rm1k on a piece of jeans
Gustavo - Showing us interesting architecture work
Mr. Karlson - Reduced our time ! omg ! drawing plans in computer SO MUCH FASTER !
Joe - telling us to be daring coz in college is the onli time to do works you cant do other time
Mr. Prince - Ask us to be more detail and accurate. Details is LOVE but i try my best to be ! lols coz im lazy =x !

Joe 's class~ This was First sem

At college means going more places . After some handup we will go places we never been before. Can I call it my time to release stress ? =x hahaha My first time to Petronas Science Center. Hahaha I went there like jakun =x like caveman. Aquaria also. hahaha Next would be KLCC's bridge.
Im some KL people coz I have never been to these places. And also KL tower =x !!! damn ?
Now I kno how to take trains ! hahaha Thanks to joseph and veepeng.
So fast 1 year d. Now is November. 1 year of college. Another one more year onli. Time flies ! I think coz ca , liang , tracy, mt , yc , bk , yoges , alex , hx, xl , kl , all isnt by my side thats why time is moving so fast. T_______T Suddenly today is thursday. Then comes weekend and its monday all over again.

;( GETTING EMO. LOL jkjk. I seriously need money ==v [RANDOM] ahahaha kthxbye.

Aquaria

2010-11-02T17:00:00.004+08:00

I've gotten over the idea of going Aquaria d one ~ then Ashley asked again gg~ So we went ! hahaha. I thought we would just go and come back. I alwies see ppl going aquarium SU-PER nice ! Then I went to Malaysia's =3=. Quite sien !
Seriously they charge you Rm35! They view inside wasnt stunning. They charge foreigners extra Rm10 ! It wasn't really worth it =x !

Though just to slow time down we went~ I onli want to go into the tube part. I went with Ashley,Luiz,Joseph, and Unni~ [sung min] =P.
It was really fun actually. Though Im super tired. Slept at 5o'clock woke up at 7 coz nid to fetch my mum to work. Then early morning go col sat with Joe for breakfast.

Actually Joe i really look up to him at times and feel he shud be a psychologist / those tarot card lady =x ! hahaha He can read u nicely. He didn onli read me. even my fren lols. He is so pro that I would always ask him "how u kno !?" Coz he guessed something bout me where I kept it private even on Facebook. gg~ Fyi facebook is scary.

Anyway. I realllyyyyy desperately wanted to get the blow bubbles that thing . Cost like Rm7 T_________T sigh. Going into Toys R Us is a bad idea. They can spend hours in there ! Min is like an expert in toys ;D We waited for them for sometime then go eat. It was almost 3oclock I think. Sigh. Then we went and see cameras. T^T. I was bringing my laptop along. It actually killed my back even during Aquaria. T____T
Till I asked unni to help me carry ;D We were like.. "please" "why? " "please x.x" "okay" lols !

Why is this in Aquaria again? @@

Doesnt it makes u sad alwies looking at stuff u kno u wont ever gonna get it lols ! Double FML.
immmm sad =P hahaha. It was 5.30 when we reach col. Going back home from col is pretty interesting nowadays. hahaha The jam is tremendous. Though interesting. =)

My random 4.58 pm

2010-10-31T16:58:00.005+08:00

I wish that I could be downloading love movies and watching them trying my best to cry,

Than doing my work hopefully impress my lecturer.

Though I would rather want to impress my lecturer than having a lifeless time trying my best to cry.

So What am I saying ? Obvious ___ Dilemma.

I could breath so hard while listening to techno songs and feel that I am actually breathing

Than listening to pop songs where I am more cheerful

Though I would rather feel my breathing but at the same time I wanna be cheerful but I cant have both.

So what am I saying? Obvious ___ Greed

I wanna concentrate on my work

Than concentrate on me not concentrating on my work

So what am I saying? Obvious ___ Making ur brain jam

One can onli do so much . Focus n do more

Liang's Bday Jizz x3

2010-10-30T14:45:00.009+08:00

hoho~ x)) After yc created the teenage sex revolution party [liang's bday] it got banned on Facebook LOL.hahha but as planned, venue was Hard Rock Cafe. Time. 6 nid to reach there !
Another rushing day that I like coz I feel alive while rushing through the day ;D

Woke up at 7.30 prepare for col. Wait for ashley and joyce also then go fetch vliam. Reach col nia, class cancel x33~ woot? Nvm. If class didn cancel I really duno how to bypass everything !
Went wisma to print, sakae then badminton !
Luiz, min, yong, vliam, joyce, ashley, and me ! Its still fun to play. Ashley owned me and joyce T^T. Seeing min play is just too funny =x ! hahahahaa woi ! back to topic =x !

My Hardcore Rocker Black Nails done in 5mins ;DD

Rushed home to bathe and everything go Shell to meet up with them.

My car - me,Mt,bk,joyce,ashley
Liang's car - liang, mini mush ==, rainise, chuisee
Yc's - yc,mx,yk
juang - juang, alex
jacky - jacky
yoges - yoges

So I lead coz Mt knows the way. Pass adee the 50cent toll I can still see juang and liang behind me. I now know I didn see wrong then they say dun drive so fast. @@ So I double signal-ed and wait at the emergency lane. Waited awhile Yc also stopped infront of us. We were thinking why they haven reach yet
Yc : "woi they driving at 40km/h ah so long wan" gg. We were going smart tunnel. but they already at Mv there x3 ! they passed us already lols ! Wait them U-turn hahaha. The opposite lane. jam ._.

Gonna have more pic of me and us than liang
coz he didn sit with me ! x/3 ! hahahaha jkjk

Sit in car wait lu~ everyone in my car talkingbout korean stuff ~ @@ I see in front yc's car, yc and mx kissing OKAYLAHHHH. bad situation to be in. I almost wanted to faint there. hahahaha.

JIZZ

Then looking at Ashley's korean magazine. Hot guys ~ Suddenly someone knocked on my window hahahaha ashley say she thought was police ! So off to Smart tunnel. oh ya.

Juang and jacky did another round of MidValley lols ! they still couldnt see us and passed us. == @@~~ Smart tunnel driving at 60km/h its actually my first time following the speed limit in smart tunnel.
I drive x2 of the speed x.x not to say anything just that I paying that amount of toll to avoid the jam I dun drive the speed when I'm in the jam rite? driving at normal road takes 10mins takkan I give extra Rm2 to use the same duration @@.
Its quite near actually If onli there is no police traffic. But the amount of cars . I have to pass 4 traffic lights to do my U-turn .

When we finally reach Hard Rock it was 7oclock adee ;D We planned to reach at 6 ! xDD But nvm lah. At least it was Happy Hour when we reach. 4jugs of carlsberg. Hahaha
Although there was no live performance coz nid to wait till 11. After eaten we went outside of HardRock taking pictures ! Cars started to pass by us people inside HardRock looking at us hahahaha we peace back ! Crowd inside was okay. hahaha

We toasted ~ "FOR VIRGIN" -yc

Top left macaroni ; Top right mx's Happy meal ~
2nd Row best dessert joyce's ; bk's unhealthy on a plate
bottom left duno whose ;D ; bottom right tortilas with chicken and beef combination

Where is liang ? :DD

Suddenly a big wind was blowing like mad I tell u! I can feel the balloons tied to my finger having a force ! We quickly rushed in then a heavy downpour ! Woot. We settled the bill omg. Bill time is the scariest time ever. The bill was Rm800.
After everyone paying we were short of Rm90 ! SuPAHbig amount ! Turns out some bitch didn give the right amount that they've eaten and didn say out till liang asked them. =3=.
If u dun have that amount of money , dun eat that amount of food. U think ur face is worth everyone troubling for u ? Drown in jizz pls

== No sui yu next time >.^ ==

Planning for second round. GG we really went Station 1~ Before going since we were at Kl we stopped by col's hostel awhile to pick up our assignments. Luiz was kind enough to help us burn our assignments. Then go Leisure Mall opposite that station 1. We were the ealiest !

Liang and Alex hahaha

Everyone was so tired already ~ ahh~ Though we were there till 1.30 or so. Then went home ~
With the balloons in the car .. == hahahaha after fetching all of them home SCARE ME TO THE MAX I TELL U. I saw something moving behind me round somemore I thought it was some head ! FK.........T^T? It was my balloon. x3~

My phone died even before we reach Hard Rock. Haha then around 2 I onli reach home. My parents were asleep. and I DUN HAVE KEY TO MY HOUSE ! damn !! kbye

Liang Happy Birthday ~ x33333333 !!

12 - now is Awesome

2010-10-25T22:13:00.007+08:00

Today is one of those days which is productive ! hahahaha not totally but my day has been filled up nicely today. Right from 12am till now hahaha.
12 something was talking with liang and yc. we were planning to take pic ;D which hahahahah made some of them followed us to take those pic too ! last nite i just could stop laughing haha !

After chatting with them I continued my work x) till 5 oclock onli sleep. Then got class in the morning I woke up at 7 after that. lols Drove to col on a Monday morning is seriously frustrating at times ! Reached col and prepared for presentation ;)).
Once it start till 12 onli end ! Erm did mine. though @@~ i think this emo is enuff to tell how it went. +u+u ! x.x! After finishing adee me and ashley was like "wei do wat oh later? "
Was free after that. Then suggested badminton x) !

Called up luiz ! He baru wake up I think then he sure on de lor =x ! Called joseph also. Luiz came to college to fetch us and we went ampang point for badminton ;)
Was damn fun sitting in luiz's car, just like sitting in my brother's car. ;DD !
I sit my brother's car my smile is damn wide. u wudn understand the adrenalin =x ! hahahaha

Made me laugh like mad coz this was so unexpected !!
Nice one >.^

Played badminton for almost 3 hours. Damn i always got hit by shuttlecocks T^T I've got cocked ! xDDDD gg ! sounds wrong ==v jkjk.
hahahaha Normally partner with me also never win de T_____________T i damn emo.
DAMN EMO. But I won once today !! WOOT ! my first win ! serious kay? xP

After everything he fetch us back to col and I went back. I so long didn use smart tunnel ! x(
serious long ! its alwies nice to use Smart back rather than the loke yew way esp when its raining ! TAKE NOTE u wud be jam for an hour ! =x

When im back I did another 20 sit-ups and walked the step step thing for another 10mins ! damn hardworking ;D then bathed and slept till now and IM here blogging x))) nice ?

Hair T^T so niceeeeeeeeeeeeeee

ga in-brown eyed girls ;D she is so beautiful in here! her hair T^T
[dun look at her without make up =x !]
ah frustrating TT

So to summarize everything

I was having period TT > Took pic > assignments > slept two hrs for class > 3 hours of badminton > came back do exercise more ! hardcore !! gg !!
okthxbye !

Judgement Causes Evolution

2010-10-23T13:32:00.005+08:00

;) Before I start my assignments, hola ~ x))
Humans are so judgemental no ? hahaha But its normal there would be people saying Adrianna Lima isnt pretty . Gfy [go fuck yourself]
Ahhh~

Emmm I never was the pretty one when I was young. I was alwies been praise with only one comment "Omg ur daughter is so skinny" Not anymore aunty ! =x hahahaha joke
Aunties are one of the most top fakers ! They tell u the most untruthful things at times !

Friends they couldnt break things to you cause they will feel too damn awkward to say it. They would tell u that u look fugly , they would praise u then step u a lil and give a conclusion saying you look fine.

Got no balls to show anything previous this :X
[If i show my IC pic hahaha you would see the stone age and the current era ! =P hahahaha ]
From end of December - Now
Hair thanks to Yc

Best friends ! They praise u at times. When u look for the truth they shoot u dead !
Though for me , best frens is what cause my evolution x3333 ! =OOO and mirrors. gg
When they come clean for me they are the best hahaha

Then there is strangers ! They wont go in circles ! They tell u straight coz they dun give a damn ! LOL ! No matter how cruel they are, they are reality lols ! But suck it in, mayb u could be a better person ;DD

Trust me, when age 10-16 u wud die simply by looking at those photos. But I'll just keep evolving ! FUHH ! xDDD
No fun being beautiful all ur life ! - says me ;D

"can be" and "am" is different *wink* *wink* *self pat* ;D kbye

No Doubt

2010-10-21T16:07:00.003+08:00

Ok , I have assignments to do and Im blogging ;D woots? Stressing for a concept for Office design though you cant over design but u have to have a interesting design . gg?

Doubt - Disbelieve
No Doubt - Believe

English == They create the most epic vocabulary that sometimes 100 words in a article with no grammartical mistakes can mean nothing. ;D random.

I see girls esp , they really don't like copy cats. Individualism in a girl is that strong which sometimes makes me go wow. O.O ! She would scold people directly telling someone people to stop following her. Where she hold grudge so greatly scolding badwords and even made them her enemy.

For me I find that copy cat is a dear x3 ~ It makes me feel admire by people ;) hahahaha People idolize you my god ! be happy girl ! Its frustrating to know that you are not getting credited for it but who cares. You kno that you are the one created the trend that people follow its good enough. Arent you tired of telling each people that you are the one created this trend? At least people around you knows that.
One of my fren taught me that ;D told me to stay true to myself and never doubt yourself.
Even when the rite people are saying the wrong things as long as we know its not true thats enough ;)))

Cavemen were the one started to put clothes on themselves.
Try making ur style going shirtless?

Back to work ~ ta~

Happy Overnights by Whisper

2010-10-17T18:08:00.004+08:00

The last time I ever had an overnight , when I was 16? I had to get into a fight with my parents to go to this sleepover at yin's with Ca,yin and zanne T________T ! I still remember I cried LOL so desperately have to go x( though in the end Zanne couldnt make it. Onli 3 of us.

I dun really remember alot of things from that nite except we were chilling and reading magazines. hahaha We didn sleep even ! [actually I'm the one who didn sleep lols] We said stay till dawn to see sunrise ! Haha

That nite was fun hahaha. We went to Aaron's condo to suprise him cause its his birthday rite? And we bought dog biscuits that taste like mamee hahaha Ben couldnt stop laughing about it where they have to beat the crap out of him hahahahaha. When we go back to her condo, we were locked out ! LOL. Yin have to call her uncle to wake up to open the door for us.

After that they wanted to cook maggi. And that was the first time I ever seen anyone cooking maggi with a microwave. lols ! Not the cup one . the packet one ! =x
Then we were chatting till they fell asleep @@ !!
And I wait till sunrise and guess what !?

I found this on google actually lols =x

The block opposite were blocking the view. FML !
So.. We head off to breakfast with yc, yk and... liang? or just two of them? I duno la forget another one is who =x ! Or was it brandon?? == hahahaha my eyes like panda.
When I reach back home nia I sleep ! Lol !

So that sleepover was actually a ~~sleep~~over xDD.

Last few months I sent a mssg to them saying we should just book a hotel in KL just to chillax
But one nite is very costly x.x ! I LOVE staying in hotels ! [clean ones lah] Its just a lifestyle =x

Whipers is having a competition , http://happyovernights.tonguechic.com/
You can win a slummber party at Ritz Carlton hotel with ur other 4 frens ! Perfect? =)

Tiring

2010-10-16T21:56:00.006+08:00

Imma jack of all trades but a master of none =)
My friday plan ~ I've been having assignments seems more difficult than other sem that I have and I'm onli in week 2 lols ! Duno how lah now.
So I woke up early to rush for Joseph's class. Im punctual ! x) Woke at 7 straighten my hair nid like 20 mins hahaha then got buy egg tarts and fetch vliam along.

Watercolour @@ Im not good in it.. TT sigh.. have to pass at least lahh T____________T
The aircond was directly blowing towards me @@ I put water on the paper nia then get the color the water dried ! *faint*
As the class ended onli I fetched vliam home and waiting for luiz,joseph,yuli,yong,ashley,joyce, others for badminton ~

My samurai hair =) gg
can tie hair now ! =P pic by mt ~

Went FunOK at connaught for lunch. Nowadays appetite not that well @@ I order adee then eat two bite onli x.x felt like throwing up after eating that. Waited there for like an hour then got a call from joyce, she told me to meet her at Segar Petronas. Before I went I go buy plaster xD coz Im going swimming after, got hurt + water = syok [pain]
Then go petronas.. when I reach onli joyce got a call duno what lah nid to go back connaught. Reach UCSI nia I did a 3 point turn there got a call.. They at Segar. Wtf~~~ lols ! alrite. Met them finally =)

Ashley's frens were there too ~ Didn play enough then have to rush off ! T__________T early know nid to wait liang till 6 we shud have played till 5.30 ! =P and as expected hurt my knee.
Water resistant bandaid !! =DDD
Noob shit =x that bandaid wasnt sticky enuff == SOAP WENT IN SOMEMORE .knsccbmh=x
damn pekcek during my bath.

by mt also ~

Went swim ~ so long didn swim. actually I cant swim wan x) some more I was convinced by Liang that wear contact lens can swim. He say he wear go swim also. Go in pool onli HE DIDN WEAR HIS CON !!! WTF ! scam me 99 ! T_______________T

After bath and everything went pasar malam.
Saw ashley's frens again.
Buy Lolo
Go kenny rogers , chicken finish
Go Esquire Kitchen , aunty dun wan cook adee @@~
Go Wong Kok ==v it was like 9.30 ++ adee hungry like mad.

Was so relax after sitting =) After makan was like almost 10.45. BALIK ! Saw Zen at wongkok also.
Went and get my car at Joyce's hse. I saw fingerprints on my windows ! Omg.. So scary eh !
My dad say mayb wanted to steal car . =OOO

Then x( sigh. Got into a quarrel with my dad @@ whole day has been tiring or scary? Went to apologize just now.. He shoved me away.. sigh

An "Inception" in Everyday Life

2010-10-12T22:43:00.004+08:00

Inception is like the TOP rated movie ever rated. Its kinda slow now to talk bout it but I think almost everyone watched that movie rite? So I dun have to talk much bout this movie. Coz I watched it twice ~ my frens also watched it twice. If you ask me to Wall Street twice I would die in front of u =x hahhahaha but not Inception hahahaa

In reply to yc ::
I thought of this while in the shower. We were talking bout ghost encounters where we were erm.. a weight was put on us while sleeping where we cant move or talk but we are conscious. We call this "spirit sleeping on us" . Yc he litterally seen one of "those" when he was "slept on" and freaked me out.
I constantly has these occurrance. Before I thought of what I'm gonna type here, it also happen where this time I couldnt breathe till I struggle then I was awake. I always tells myself its not real its not real.

Why not real?

In the movie inception Leonardo di Caprio , he told his Ellen Page [Adriande]
"never to create something from reality"
This would confuse urself on what is real and what is virtual. Something like that.

So.. Mayb .. we are dreaming whereby we dreamt we couldnt move and dreamt that we seen something and that we couldnt breathe?
Coz I've dreamt of weird creatures in my dream .. Erm mayb ?
I've dreamt of me running real quick almost flying so why not cant move?

Its just my view =) ~

Arthur x3 ~

I feel that the director of the movie Inception [Christopher Nolan] is so cool where he thought of this and making into a movie. I think we could relate it to our life where..

We alwies says that we dream of something very cool then suddenly it jump to another story which is different from the first one and one nap we can jump into 2 stories.
In the movie he said 5mins is an hour. So thats why we can dream that much.

My favourite scene in the movie.
Litterally got me gaga

The point of inception is to get something into someone's brain.
Where they try and get the pin code that never been told by the father and everything @@..

My fren told me he put his iPod shuffle into the laptop bag. iPod shuffle is like thumb size small. He couldnt find it after few days of searching.. Then he said he was taking a nap where he "thought?" of him shoving his iPod shuffle into his laptop bag. He jump up from his nap and took out his laptop and found his iPod shuffle.

O_________________O

This movie is so cool =) !

No use being Hard !

2010-10-10T00:31:00.005+08:00

Elmos !
Socks n pouch by joyce x3 ~

Hmm people tend to be hard on themselves just to feel not guilty bout it. Its kinda hard to explain what my mind is going through right now. @@v~
They get bad grades they tend to punish themselves by studying when they cant concentrate or cant understand. Its kinda pathetic?
Some even scolds themselves when they get 99% on exams and stuff .. I fark ppl like that =)
They sigh and say "ah im so stupid ! " mcbhlj ==~
Mayb they are perfectionist~Then dun say out lah ! keep it to urself ! If I were taking the same exam shit as u I feel damn bad !

Emm.. What I mean to say is.. syukurlah [be thankful] with the results u got. If fail ma try harder la. dun be hard on ur self in the wrong time ... aijor its so hard to type this post !! ==
Dun try to be humble at times. Dun say that you are stupid when u get 100% in everything
Dun say u dunno how when you'da 1st.
Rephrase Dun try to be humble at times. --- Dun act humble
If you kno just say it, dun keep quiet.
If u are scare that people will say that u are a show off , let them- coz u can show !

Then there is people who said after your dog/hamster/fish died u have to cry / whatsoever to show that u are really depress. Dun act and show what you really feel. Coz I can see u dun really like that cat of urs really much so dun get pity from people and start acting straight.

Random -.-

AND THEN ! There is girls who are fking pretty and say stuff like "No lah where got pretty ~ u more pretty lah" telling this to another not-so-pretty-but-plumpy girl =3=
ESP those days in friendster =3= !

"pretty wor "
"where got lah , u more pretty babe "
"no lah ! i where got pretty, u cute and leng luii lor"

fark off =)
I dun care if I got bombarded for this post !!
okthxbye !

My Marred Largest organ

2010-10-06T22:35:00.003+08:00

Sitting on the toilet bowl actually =x

My skin isnt that bad during high skol till now. Normally lah its just when I about to have my period blemishes start to pop out but thats normal. lols I never had a worse case scenario where even my cheeks has it. I sleep 1030 ! serious ! but after form 4 i sleep 11 xD! Im such a good girl can? Then when col start I started to sleep at 12oclock.
Even if I work till 1 i feel damn tired T_________T
Then my face was still ok then. I just nid to drink more water .. more water ... lols.
Coz my leg starting to have snake scaled skin =x !
[no picture coz utter disgust]

Final month of college is seriously the worst ! All assignments have to be rushed , punctual +1
Then its like I work till normally lah , is till 3. Then if tmrw is due date , no sleep .
If there is a assignment due date almost nearing like 1-2 week more. Wake up at 7 work till 3 also try b4.

Worse case ___ Woke at 7.30 - didn sleep - the next day 2 afternoon go col submit assignment
Fml . after sem 2 I've been sleeping at 1 oclock. canot lah. especially when doing research work. I suck so bad that I cant concentrate and alwies almost run out of the topic. Sigh.
Then started my cheeks having pimple. Chin. Around my forehead. when nose start to have i wud start to FML x10

I cant stay up late / very little of sleep. Not cranky but just SUPER BAD SKIN
During my holidays i duno whether "catching up ur sleeps" counts I dun think so actually.
I sleep till 2 aikz.
Sigh. Hopefully skin will be better ciao ~

I realise ..

2010-10-03T17:28:00.004+08:00

Im the toughest bitch around. lols
Joke =)
I said that im tough because I dun cry in movies like sissies [ my mum ] xD. I try real hard to concentrate on movies and cry when directors expect us to. lols though I never. I watch alot of love movies and stuff those are the most touching mushy stuff to cry rite? I never did cry on ANY of them. Then that day I turned down on a Toy Story 3 movie just to go buy stuff with my mum. Then I thought back quiet sad lah coz I watch toystory 1n2. Toystory is like a childhood movie where everyone knows about.

Its bout friendship .
I downloaded it yesterday finally coz everyone said last part touching. Throughout the movie when about to end I kept asking "is this the part to cry? " i cry on the wrong part .. cry when they are at ken's closet.. WTF JOKE LAH ! hahaha. Seriously there was no control when Andy giving his toys. ahhh. I realise that friendship made me cry more than love would. Is this how I'm suppose to put it? Though friendship to me is important, I love to create awesome memories with them. x3~
For u are my buzzlightyear and I'm ur woody =)

PS : thankgod I didn go cinema watch or i'll be sobbing like a pig.

Old School -

2010-10-01T21:09:00.002+08:00

Gahhh been crazying over something recently. Seriously !

Current doings : Browsing someone's Tumblr
How izit? : going mad [me]

I really wanna get a old-school-vintage-looking-lomo-polaroid camera !
Its something I would go nuts for while holding and ppl looking I bet they wouldgo nuts too =D

Heard that the film cost rm80 =3=

Though the closest to a camera like that is a Diana / Holga =3= or a blackbird..

Possibly a Leica ... FML x10000!

[duno whats a leica?]

cost bout .. rm15xxx ? Lens goes up to Rm30xxx? =)

A Tiniest Change in Me

2010-09-29T20:28:00.007+08:00

What I do everyday from now. I changed

Emmm when I was 5-7 Im the daughter my mum alwies wished to have. I was top student, 100% in every test. Well I was 7 anyone can have that score rite? I didn get 99.. [Look into my eyes] I got 100%/100% can?

So , by the age of 10 I flunk my science =D hahahaha age of 10 yeah.. who would flunk science rite? At 10 ! It was then I copy my maths homework, "forgot" to bring my workbook, hid the answer sheets, pay to finish my hmwrk .. nah hahaha last was a joke . ==v.
As terrible as it is I got 3As for my UPSR , good enough =)

Form 1 my maths suck was like studying negative numbers those things.. I didn get it one bit ! History tak payah cakap lah. Bm tak payah tau lah. I was onli getting good grades for my english and art. I get 70 + adee very good can?
I do not remember any of my time doing my homework. NOTHING ! owh and I dun have tuitions whatsoever.
All I can say is my high school I attend classes ! 100% -ly
I dun sleep in classes too! But I dun do my work, I dun do notes, I dun copy. I wud be copy one line and ignoring other lines. It wasnt cool it was just lazy and seems so pointless at that time.
I didn even study for my PMR and the onli thing Im happy with it is my science I GOT B !

Science stream yo ~ xD
Still wasnt serious bout my studies though better than PMR coz I cant be getting grades like that anymore. So.. Still didn bother about my BM. My book is as clean as the books in the stores. Moral exams, question ask what nilai. I thought rajin was a nilai ==v It wasnt . I didn kno anything bout the 36nilais. I didn kno we have that much also ! Though workshops and seminars TQ. Und it. I think I got B from my moral. From 19% to B . =D
SPM I still ok lah. I still got study =) its my last chance to be rite.
3As 3Bs ok wad =)

Of all ups and downs of my studies college turned me around. I didn slack, I do all my works handup on time.
Wow? Because from not bothering to staying up to do my works really gave myself a pat on the back. Someone even wow-ed at me. haha.
When comes to work during high skol ppl ask me bout hmwrk I said "Nid to do wan meh?"
When comes to college works I kno what I nid to do and the criterias of it.
Its a jaw dropping for me ok? -shys-
Its not everyone notices changes but I myself is enough

15% cute used in this product

2010-09-28T20:25:00.004+08:00

The neighbours alarm was set off at 11pm yday nite, my mum told us this while we were having dinner. They didn notice that their alarm was set off and my dad said its ridiculous not to notice.

"I didn hear any alarm also yday nite ==" I said lah
"I also didn hear until, ..... [he mumbled something] " My brother said
I shoot him and said "you of coz didn hear lah u also haven back ! =="
"WE WERE OUT TOGETHER FOR MOVIE YESTERDAY NITE"

Oh ya hor ==v
Watched Wall Street by Shia LaBeouf yesterday nite till 12.30 lols ! Its bout economy, bloomberg stuff.. == hmm not my type of movie !

At the movies

Lanterns at Night

2010-09-27T00:08:00.008+08:00

Every other year my mum and I erm make mooncakes for a living xD! HAHA okok , my mum sells those jelly mooncake lah and I help =). By helping as in I get 50% of the profit xD. Then Form2 iPod[700+], Form 3 phone[900+], Form 4 camera[1300+], Form 5 the computer dictionary[1500+]? Yeah .. I rip her off each year =x ! hahahaha I was wanting to get so many things this year then we moved ! She say she dun wan to make anymore !! GAHHH FML ! It was my income in one year ! and I LOST MY JOB ! o0o ==

This year fun was having those lil kids playing in my front yard lor. They are annoyingly cute =)
And as tradition we'll like play candles at my grandmum's house and take lanterns walking around lols ! but sad , I was busying with my assignment coz it was submission week. I told my mum to have BBQ, then I got like alot of kiddies cousin they might starve to death ==v / eat the raw chicken wings ! = Fail xD

My mum cook alot ! Hahaha was so fun coz me and joyce got the food ~ We went and get french fries, cheese, hot dogs, cincau , PRAWNS ! Love~ we buy nia, not cook hahaha
Super nice coz as long as there is cheese, its a good meal ! hahahaha

Lantern festival is very .. happy? I duno buy playing with candles / fire is fun! hahaha
I even thought of making an Elmo Lantern ! ==v ! joke!

My Lucky/less day?

2010-09-22T19:49:00.003+08:00

Today is submission date =) I finished ALL my assignments !! thats why I got no time to blog Gahh~ =( But today was, and still is awesome ^^
Sit down and see what am I gonna tell you today xDDDD

I slept at 5 lor, I was doing my assignment then bathe then help my brother with his assignment also ~ So it all end up till 5. Me joyce and ashley plan to go shopping at 1pm which is after her exam, but having 3 cars to Pavilion is ridiculous so I drove to Joyce's hse and she fetch me go college. Wanted to get a red dress coz 3 of my cousins are getting married ! and graduation event ! =O!

Red dress like Taylor Swift's =x !

Went to finish up my work at the lab till 12-ish I went to print my stuff next to KLCC. I went alone coz Ashley and Vpeng haven finish their work. As I head out there is a lecturer from our col heading out also. So I follow quietly behind him in a short distance coz I was afraid lah x(..
Ill-mannered people was like whistling at me .. ==
Till we almost reach the over head bridge he slowed down and asked me
"Going for lunch? " Lols ! Then I he kept telling me that Ampang Park got nice food I thought he was going for lunch. Owh I was going to the train station. While I walk was weird coz we were like walking the same direction so I asked him you going the same direction as me? He was going to pick up his son at Masjid Jamek and I was going to KLCC [ print shop next to KLCC] so as we are heading towards the ticketing booth he gave me his Touch-n-go lols. He says he has two coz one is for his son. After I reach KLCC he went out with me then I returned his card then he came out , then go back in again lols ! Such a gentleman can? !!

Then I go print, Joyce and ashley nice enough to come fetch me =)
Went back College then off to Pavilion ~

Most stupid thing I done was having a 5kg laptop in my bag and shopping ==
I was holding my elmo phone pouch on my hand coz its too big and I scare I canot hear it lols ~ Went into Vincci and came out for Snowflake ! I suddenly felt my hand isnt grabbing anything o____O MY PHONE ! wtf ! Then confirm lost =3= .. fml sia..

Elmo Phone pouch made by joyce =O

Ashley said might be at Paul Frank coz we went in last then Ashley companied me there coz Joyce couldnt walk away. So Ashley was calling and calling till someone picked up! OMFG RITE ?!
said something like "Vincci? owh okok" mother eff ! left at Vincci ! the lady was so kind !!!! GAHHH GOD BLESS HER ! x3 x3 !!
Eff shit rite me? I think I let go of my grip or something coz I seriously dun remember.

So lucky ? or nubbishly stupid?

Incoming Years

2010-09-16T22:35:00.003+08:00

Its always how I can and what I wan it to be like . Eventhough its outta of my control it wud be nice just to think bout it =)
I see aunties and her ji muis still so close.

* When we are old , we must yum cha at least every fortnight. We'll go strippers club.

Pregnant is the most wonderful thing in life, seeing them grow and the people they mix with. Having friends who are like family with an awesome childhood

* If we have kids, I wud be ur child's Godmum and you wud be mine

Gathering we have those very less unless on birthdays. Most of us would always come for birthdays and we dun walk around loiterring any more we sit and chat which is *loves*

*We will hold this tradition always and you would come to mine as I would go to yours. We will eat and drink and old times would always be reminded.

Outings hmmm seldom have le.. Mayb coz I'm busy and u are too? We should alwies ask each other although we are not free. If I text u and say shopping?, u might say ON =)

* Shop with me when I have an upcoming dilemma on what to wear even you wont be there for that event as I'm bad in sense.

I guess we would be working every 5 days each week like most of the days in a year. I alwies LOVE to travel ! Overnite ! staying in hotels ! gahhh

* Hopefully we wont be saving than spending, we might go on a vacation just to chill for 5 days a week because we had worked on every 5 days other week

I would alwies be stuck in a situation where I nid to talk about it like work issues , politic at work, stress at home

* No more sms, meet me somewhere

Even when all of you are far from me like from Malaysia to America ,its ok rite?

* Coz I would make halfway as you would too just to meet up and talk bout old times

Even if all these doesnt happen all of you would still be in my heart as bad as my memory is I will remember all of ur names coz its engraved in there =)

Though u came back -

2010-09-15T19:03:00.002+08:00

My mum scolded me for some reason then duno who lah suggested to go Jusco so my brothers and my mum wan go lu.. ask me to prepare also. So while I prepare my mum keep shouting x( Then I rush down the stairs and got my socks , I heard a loud bang semua dah keluar =3= *dun wanna be mushy * my brother came in and ask me to stop crying and lets go =x

You never waited..

2010-09-13T22:05:00.003+08:00

I'm a loved bless child that has alot of rant though never been satisfy but I will try to be. Its heartbreaking to see u leaving not you onli , you brought everyone and left my life with a slam of a door.. You didn wanted to wait a few more mins for me to get set up I was running down the stairs almost trip though when I turn my back just to get my Teddy u slammed and drove out..

I sat there holding my tears back not for long ..
It was a downpour till when I heard the door creeked open
You said "dont cry , lets go "

My Wedding =)

2010-09-12T22:26:00.003+08:00

This picture look like she is crying but she isnt ! =)

hmm haha isnt it everyone's dream to have a perfect beautiful wedding? Taking pictures especially ! Gahh I would smile so happily even I'm not marrying ! I just love to be in a wedding dress its so beautiful ! Walking down an aisle is a big commitment. Having a baby is a die for ! Yeah I'm still 18 though this post was inspire =)

White wedding dress by Vera Wang hahaha Just think of it could make me smile. I will be the most beautiful bride !! =O!! hahahaha Now on no more bak kut teh till i'm 26 years old !! hahahaha You wouldnt wanna FML when its ur wedding day and u are working out rite !? I gonna get ready now ! xD! stupid max ~ I would be as beautiful as taylor swift in her "Love story mv"
Dun laugh o0o! Might be even more beautiful HAHAHAHAHA JOKE !

I wouldnt miss my bridesmaid =) I wonder how many I can have coz all of them are gonna be in red bridesmaid dresses ! ^^~ And none of them can be taller than me ! =P! They would be the one to give a speech and make me cry ~ They are the one who will calm me down when I'm gonna be a runaway bride xO~

When that music starts playing I would walk down the aisle in my white dress in a white church =) With yellowish white ivory roses everywhere ! hahahaha Thinking just makes me so .. == happy ! And when I do will be said , a 20 carat diamond ring will be slip through onto my finger =O! HAHAHAHAHAHA 20carat can?!

Dont think bout honeymoon this would be nice enough =) this is a marker on life where we would have a one month dream and back to reality . Hopefully I get to purchase my wedding gown too =) +u yiru~ =O At least to remind me that I had a perfect moment in my life =D
A souvenir ^^

RE : Intimidated or not interested?

2010-09-10T21:39:00.006+08:00

I'm spiderman! =D

Yo~ =) over the few years I kno I treat people harshly and some quite ok I tink =) I'm not a very very nice person xD. I'm good sometimes like quiite a people pleaser type ?
Limit lah x) I pleases sometimes to a very ridiculous level where I wont be telling =)
Nowadays ah I macam very seldom talk / smile whenever I walk around compare to high skol coz i'm intimidated !! Seriously ! hahaha Back in high skol corridoor macam I own wan =x JOKE !
I would dare to glare at people as they walk pass xD and I remember I stopped by where the girl was standing , stop , glare like from eye to toe to eye =D ! then walk away ! I'm such a bitch ! and I dun care ! hahaha yeah wtf x)

People change rite !! Hahahaha I'm so nice to ppl nowadays =P I would say I love you to ca =O
Though when people dunno me people seriously dun dare / dun wanna talk to me =(.
My fren said his first impression on me was "so cool loh" =O Lc face! lols!
Then I'm very quiet cant believe rite hahaha.
Things I dare to do at high skol I wouldnt dare to do anymore.
I would sleep on the table o.o.... Imagine I sleeping on the drafting table xD!

Sometimes when I go out the sit next to me is always empty.. wtf =(!!! hurt 99! xD!
Last time onli MT wud say she wanna sit with me lols! I'm such an outcast ! fml !
hahaha. When I first meet ppl whatever they joke I wud just smile shyly .. ==o0o
+ my brother's fren say I feminine... ==..... brain jam for 3 sec like excuse me? lol!
Never see me fart b4 =O! hahahaha joke !

** My brother's fren saw me at some shop then he went to my brother and quoted that I look like some girl in a band due to my short hair
ROFLMAO!!!! I heard from my mum (my brother told her) I was too cool and duno how to communicate with .. So I've been told ~ lols !

I would like to talk if u ever ask me something lols . If u ask me something I talk like mad ! But dun ask me "how are u " == I hate this question .. Coz this is the onli question when we were young we were actually taught how to answer. They teach us to answer this question like a fact ! "I'm fine thank you "

Gahhh~ =) I'm a sweet girl .. =O! EFF THAT ! k bye! hahahaha

CPR for Earth

2010-09-07T18:13:00.004+08:00

Recyclable =)

Recently I 'm having a design assignment on retail for a Eco Friendly Tee where I place a real 4D fake tree as my display stand and erm hang the Tee on the tree. So its a bald tree =D Bald tree represents how bad the Earth is doing and for every purchase of tree a green leave-like paper is given ! =) For me to explain is seriously difficult explaining to my lect is so difficult so stupid cant tell what am I thinking. THANK GOD he understands my concept ! So in years time u will see this tree getting healthier as u purchase a eco friendly tee that is saving the earth =D Some of my frens buy my idea !! xD yin was so serious she thought they have a real shop somewhere.

Again its an assignment ~ Me and saving the Earth doesnt have much lah though I do my part by purchasing and without taking plastic. My bag is big enough =D though exceptional stuff i take lah. Dun expect me to carry 50 oranges in my bag rite @@!
Not gonna show any pic of it coz it also have other people's work in it.

DiGi is going green DG Deep Green competition thing.
If you are green enough to be one of Malaysia’s Top Greenies?

http://www.digi.com.my/deepgreen/survey/survey.html go to this link and answer some questions ! hahaha the logo of this site I thought was a durian =x !

Durian =D

http://www.challengeforchange.com.my/ To get more info =)

After High Skol

2010-09-05T13:22:00.005+08:00

=) All I wanted to do was change. I have been in the same skol for 10 years now I can leave that skol and why not change ! I have been staying in the same house for 13 years .. 2010 is the year for CHANGE ! I have a long hair for 13 years also ! CHANGE xD!

I went to the Edu Fair once then Raffles caught my eye with their booth. =O Never thought the whole col wud be just like that =x ! hahahaha
Though after finally studied there, that col is just enough I guess. Coz there is people doing their work till 12 in col ! How busy is that lols!
I have been driving to col nowadays and finds that the most amazing thing ! xD Nah jokes ! Just that I find that I have the most ugly face when I drive =) People who cut lines is the one making the whole traffic slow ! I'm those who contribute making the traffic slow =D

From my house now take an extra 5mins to reach few highways . And also means that more petrol coz we live quite high. Gahhh now my house is so peaceful there is no road making, no tractors beep beep sound and no heavy vehicles moving about outside ! PEACE ! Cant wait for the club to be built. Moving here the house isnt super big as my dad like it though is enough coz some house big like mad but its not as pretty as small houses are. When your house is big u keep thinking buy wat to fill it . Makes everything all over the place.
Still this house isnt that bad. I have my own toilet and THATS ENOUGH! xD

Yc has been learning hair for sometime so I got my hair cut from him now. =O This year he help me cut 4 times? From long to semi long to short to short xD I duno whats it call.
Then from people who saw me cutting my hair , the fringe cut I have, Justin also thought of cutting his hair like that x). Then my bob cut my youngest uncle's wife got that cut ! =O awesome xD !

Justin =D

Excited

2010-09-04T16:01:00.002+08:00

U gan jiong(excited) anot ?

COZ MY HAIR JUST TOUCHED MY NECK !!!!! =OOOOO!!!

Utter a Love Story

2010-09-03T15:00:00.003+08:00

Emotion - less

I never like a love story never wants to know a beautiful love story. A teenage love story is never my best choice of movie. Watching it makes love story so fake. Maybe coz I am 18 and love is all I had ever seen and its nothing like in the movie. Love story ..

After I watch I had alwies wish and hope. A wish or hope that never actually will happen as I wanted it to be. Somehow makes me delusional.

I still watches every love story, love mv, love drama now I kno what will never happen in life

Y.I.R.U

2010-09-01T20:21:00.003+08:00

I dun like it when ppl get wrong my name ! =( 4 simple letters and they would alwies calls the wrong name ! HMPH x( Lowell talk to me for like.. 3 months or more now ! and today he called me the wrong name ! WTF and when I intro myself to his fren, she got it wrong also ==... argh !

Thanks for the pic =)

More and more I feel like my dad. He could be very cool with a fierce face and smiles cutely and dance funny ! I duno whether I am that but normally I use to talk alot and now I just keep quiet most of the time. My mouth took me and brought me through alot of stuff. My mouth did the lies, the talks the smiles.. arguements , the food and my mouth seldom speaks the love. I'm not those people who talks sweetly where I care and all. Although I really care for someone my mouth wont do the action to represent how much I really care. Coz my dad fell down although I am very worry but I cant get pass my mushy mushy self.

To frens I and the hi fine and goodbye type. If u talk to me in real I less talk. Even if you ask me a question its either I answer you or I kept quiet. But in msn or what-so-ever I'm better. I duno why but I talk less in person nowadays.
Even whenever I tell ppl my problems it alwies ends up being their problems and not mine.

As in while I talk the topic changed and its not my problem anymore ! LOL! I'm just so.. emotionless sometimes. I jump around class sometimes kept smiling to those who are coming in. I wonder whats ppl's first impression on me =) Feel free to drop a comment and tell me if u like =D.

This blog sometimes makes me feel I'm like self-pitying myself.. And I dun like this feeling..

Ah Luk's birthday !!

2010-08-31T18:02:00.003+08:00

Soon Thye's birthday is on 28th of aug ! hahaha I like soonthye coz he is such a easy going guy and very nice. But he alwies scold me bad words ==. And the thing is he smokes ! For some people who duno I'm allergic to smoke and gas smell.. I tend to have difficulity in breathing so and so lah like asthmatic or something.

He graduated on March where he was so nice he free tickets for me to attend his graduation. The ticket was Rm100. xP
And he would alwies drive people here and there as I heard lah.
That time during col when he was there he would stay late abit coz I needed to wait for my uncle to come fetch me so he would tell me his life stories which made me arch my eyebrow. hahahaha

So his birthday I made his a gift ! Hopefully he gets it !

All I need was one pack of cigarette

and a piece of paper ^^

Took out the cigarette haha all 19/20 of them

Smoker's breath are so smelly ! so i put a candy inside lol~

Lols I DUNOO HOW TO DISPOSE ! ahahaha
If my mum finds out her brain will burst out and left stunt xD

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SOON! !

29/08/10

2010-08-30T20:19:00.005+08:00

Ngeks!~ I never wanted to fan about anything bout my birthday. Just nothing lor. Didn wanted to fuss bout it but yk insisted that he plan. I told him no nid lah but he strongly insist.
Joyce and Ah Kun come my hse on the 28th we went Kajang makan the best part of the pork !
My brother younger brother joyce and ah kun was playing mah jong, I do assignment .. fml !
Then around 1 oclock or something lah joyce came in my room to chat with me =D
Then Ah kun and my brothers came in and we were having TALK! =O!! hahahaha Just macam "omg" moments. Then they started singing "Happy Birthday" to me xD ~ thankiews

If you notice my facebook bday change coz I feel that its quite not sincere some ppl wishes , they just randomly "hapi bday" ==

What fml bout 29/08 was I'm doing assignments ! GAHHH!
Then went to mahkota with my frens
I first msn-ed ah liang ask him how to go coz I didn wanted to use sglong that road coz its like a big circle but he didn explain much to me so I texted yk and he said go his house so I was like ok lor.. I told him I go fill petrol first
I used two mins from Jusco to Sg long lor @@" 140km/h !! =O hahaha
Then I text yk whether nid to fetch everyone anot then I was waiting in front of his house when he call me and said they reached adee ==?

Things didn made sense to me, so i got mad and left fly go mahkota.
Then I kno that there is two part of shop lots ma and I kno the restauran they went is facing a road wan, as I pass I didn see till ma so I went further up which is almost to the TunHussein Onn there @@" then dun have also there quite dark some more so i did an U-turn go back. Then onli I receive mssg say Am bank and Cosway. ==

That didn made sense also I was like UGH where the fuck is Am bank or Cosway ! Then I went back to the shop lots there coz there got more shops and I saw Hong Leong bank there. Banks cluster together freaking jam, I park at Masterskills there i effing cried ! GaahhH! I wanted to call mt that time then I was like why bother. So I did a reverse and started finding again x( Saw am bank .. then duno wan go left or right ! Made a guess and correct ! xD

I rubbed my eyes and went in then when I sit they were oi why didn answer why didn pick up yk run go find u lor. Run? sigh eventually I couldnt hold back my tears. I was so pissed wad x( I was like why didn u all wait wor when u all kno didn even tell
Yk didn do anything to make me feel any better so I left I couldnt had feel any better through out that nite anyway.

I went to get my car and a fecking Persona was blocking my way out. == Leaving a gap onli, though I manage to drive out == without scratching both cars. I just wanted to go home and put this matter aside and didn wan to think bout it so I was scare that my parents would sold me without eating so i went to a cafe and ordered. After eating two bite of food I just asked for bill..
And I saw yc's sis there @@...
I took my money and went home.

My mum came in and asked why I was home so early x( This was the onli time i felt she was good to me coz she actually listen to my whole story and she didn fuck me up. She isnt a good listener ==

Then my eyes were so puffed up that I eventually fell asleep then I heard someone were singing happy birthday louder and louder when everyone actually came to my house.
I brought the cake down and my mum stood there and said "see your frens really wanted to celebrate ur birthday with you"
"yeah.. " I did feel bad after that leaving them. Though I needed to leave that time.. I seriously felt calm down in my car with the window opened.

Some of them sat and chat till 3.. I'd thank them x3 and I am grateful =) so thanks ~ And thank you for the cake =)
Another unexpected birthday which I dun ever wan to have.
I love them =D

Dad gave me a credit card on my birthday =)
To fill petrol ==v

Joyce hand sewn me this iphone case !! =O!
*love* its fecking elmo
With a france button =O!

4 care bears ^^"

Arguing with myself

2010-08-28T10:42:00.003+08:00

My brain is jammed packed now.
x( I'm not alwies emo but when I am I just hope someone would cheer me up

When I do work I'm not stressful even last term assignment with all the no-sleep thing nah no stress. I'm onli stress when I'm not doing my work .. like now.. coz I am freaking clueless rite now ! Some more canot concentrate thats my most stressful conflict thing ==. I dun mind having things to do rather than nothing to do I would wanna kill myself !

This term has been quite ok though its alwies the last month when out of nowhere you onli got the info that u have 4 weeks to hand up 3 assignment just for one module and ur final assignment is usp,spatial relation,zoning,mne,fnf,bubblediagram,3sketches,mainperspective,interiorelevationmoodboard,2D-cad,interior materials.....

Yeah thats out of nowhere. Gahhh! And ashley is at langkawi when we have all those ! =O Hero ~ *o*~~
So.. I have 1 day before week 8 ends.. =( + I haven been out since ... last 10 days =(! Ahhh gotta be focus !

Station 1[Opposite Leisure Mall / Sg long] on first day of Hari Raya wan go anot ?
Pui me go chill @@~ text me ==v anywhere with comfortable chairs please !

Yesterday I went station 1 opposite leisure mall
Remembered the incident happen last two Christmas eve I had.. It was not a love story to be told, its a memory to be kept.

Me and My race ..

2010-08-27T21:24:00.003+08:00

Brad

yi ru!

need ur help

yi ru!!

Me

o.o

why !! why !!

Brad

这没关系。我会等待的衬衫。
请把它寄给我，如果你的股票。

Me

LOL

WTF

Brad

what is this?

Me

I DUNO CHINESE

Brad

WTH

Me

LOL

LOL!!

wait

let me try

Brad

r u chinese?

Me

yes

Brad

no no no don even try

Me

LOL!

This is a slight embarrassement !

Brad duno chinese coz he korean [understandable] =D

My Menstrual Crap

2010-08-27T20:44:00.003+08:00

Cant find my assignment mode x(

How bad is my menstrual shit ?

One week b4 my menstrual my uterus aches and pimples would start to pop out !
Due to heat x.x ~ Thats nothing ! When I hit the jackpot I would be like FML reaction. Gahhh!
During most of my menstrual thing I odd to have go back home ! Guys wouldn't understand.

This period I was at home then when it came I lied on my bed from 6oclock - 9oclock in the morning. Seriously I couldnt move ! My backache, uterus ache, stomach ache, my stomach would be bloated, headache and most of all PAIN!

I canot eat during my first day of period.. == I would vomit it back out. 2nd day i have to sit if I walk it would hurt x( !

The change in mood I duno lah I just alwies use it as a excuses ~ =D

"Why you so mad?! "
"Pms lah! Must you ask!?"

=D~

One of my man lecturer said to me bout the another girl "she had to go back coz of period nid or not oh "

Apparently == yes ..
Guys just never understands the pain . Worse case senario is that girls goes to doctor during their pms to get injection to get rid of their pain. Some take pain killers. They couldn't help the coz the pain is just unbearable.
Thank you for letting me share this =)~

Pms is an excuse for everything ^^

Hari Hari BlackBerry® Mari

2010-08-27T00:07:00.006+08:00

I think most of you kno I have change my number to 012 lately .. And it suck =x !
I've been getting scolded more by my parents fml =(
Coz the phone I'm using there is a browser button so my phone will alwies "ter-tekan" that button and it goes to google till I get a sms / a call ==
OMG then the bill came for two months straight my bill Rm200+ ! For the internet onli ! This is so speechless rite !
Reason for not using 016 coz my sim card spoilt and I was too lazy to get it fix at the centre =(
Gahhh!
I'm gonna get it fix !

Digi is giving out Blackberries somemore! For smart plan !

3Gb for Rm68 onli lor ! x(
And the call fee is charge base on how much you used !
Gahhhhh
So stupid ah meeee =(
Sign up lower rate + chance to win blackberry
alwies listen on radio @@
Sign up for smart plan coz its a smarter choice

CHEAP !? DUH!!!
Blackberry so style lor! That day Lowell asked me "you got bbm anot?" (out of nowhere) LOL! x(

Now I really want a blackberry so I can reply him "yes I have a bbm add me!"

And if you are a nuffnang member there is this contest where you write a post on why I want a blackberry limited edition socks
Win a blackberry by signing up + win a limited edition sock.. !

Not gonna join coz doesnt have a bb..*drawing circles* tak kan bagi iphone pakai kan ! My iPhone adee got very chio case =)~

for more info check out at http://www.digi.com.my

Resident Evil After Life !

2010-08-26T12:48:00.006+08:00

Wanna watch !! You gotta watch it in 3D ! Swords and Shuriken flying towards your face !!
Watch their official trailer here and play their game

Here - Resident Evil Afterlife

Just so u dun panic , u have to reload "R" and hold ur space bar if ur gun got jammed ==
Aim head to get more points
Good Luck!

I was so happy I got first place !! then went to bathe first thinking who to bring xD!

=O!

Then came out from bathroom liang mssg me and say
"See leaderboard "

Mcb.. ==

Thankiew =O

2010-08-25T18:43:00.001+08:00

Although is 25th but its love! xD
Thanks for the present.
Some more YONG purposely come col for me! WAHSEH!
Thanks joyce, ashley, alyssa, vp, joseph, yong, neda, and JUSTIN!
Justin was the suprising part =D! ahahahahaha
x3~

Justin sudd o0o me when I was looking for joyce ==....
Thats why he is so suprising !
Thanks anyway ~ For cake and the iphone 3gs =) ... case. ^^

I dun mind / care if its expensive! I LOVE IT!

Sekolah Menengah

2010-08-22T20:47:00.003+08:00

=)~ Ahh sudden flashback. Bloops

We are in green ! Our school got the most hideous green as an uniform for Form1-3. First day of form1 was a dear xD coz I miss that feeling skol is re-openning. Our class in on the top most floor!
Scene + morning air. What an awesome start rite? Ugly teachers and cocky attitude is normal lah for every skol. Kite ada cikgu yang pendek dgn mulut itik, cik yang gemuk macam gajah dgn muka besar, a cocky mr. who even when defeat dare not admit, a wannabe who wanted respect.

13 is so small O__O. So immature will look up to olders my brother =O! But we never talk to each other although we are siblings xD walking pass each other mayb an eye hahaha I duno lah.
Ahh~

During Form 2 we were so happy coz less ppl in a class somemore we gt an air conditioned spacious with curtain class room [top most floor xD]
Then join class! @@!!!! fcking packed the class, guys starting to smell like socks air condition didn work, sweating indian teacher teaching maths! THE HORROR!
Me and ca was like alwies writing in a book ._. if we ever read back.. mayb our brains will stunt ! STUNT!
Coz we wrote bout crush, grudges, gossip =OOO!
Hahahaha I still remember we were assign to sit with respectable people I ended up with kar chun *jaw drop* hahahahahaha some more some more! En. Zul ask everyone to stare at there partners to chant after something haha! *classic for me* xD
Then there was connie! xD Alex asked her what cake she wanted when she was so mad and she shouted 鸡蛋糕! hahahaha
Den den there was yc ! Newbie~ I alwies thought he look like win heng xD!
Yoges! With his petak haircut ! hahahaha
And ca fail her maths!
AND!! I DIDN FAIL! =P

Form 3~ First day with Toh is o0o
Yeah whoever kno him will wanna show him o0o even if u dun have u still feel like showing x)
But we love him xD
Eventually maths gt better ~ though Maths did not get A for PMR =)~ I dunno why !
Owh~ Ah liang came!
Another newbie ! During Form3 yc was so invincible ._. I dun remember a thing bout him!! sorry =_=
But form3 was great~ we are alwies together !
Kaling sat next to erica who sat next to me who sat next to mt who sat next to kc !
Then there is this fat lady who knelt down to beg us to shut up~ ^^
She left ==v Then Rajan~ =O Form 3 was so rebellious~ its the year to be!

Form Empat~ Change shirt , new blue shirt ! new shirt new attitude rite ?
"Hi tracy! xD!" Was so quiet then turned into a scary dinosaur! I was so happy when she said her attitude was like mine.. but the truth was actually she was scarier!
Zack! ahahahaha another new kid ~
And there was kavi .. He was so timid and innocent till ... HE DANCED! ahahaha with tamil and thinesh.
Hyper cute.
And there is Jenny also leh xD she didn seem like a problem at first. not even that odour also! =x
She had a crush on kokleong xD! so cute ! and she was sitting infront of me and she rocked the chair and she fell ==.. I sat behind, my eye brow arched.. lols. xP
She was so cute till she cry.
I start to talk to waihoong i didn kno why he hated me so much ! Mayb he has a crush on me! =OOO!!! fuck, jokes lah! hahahahaha
I wish we all have more time to be together rite. Being frens .. if we were then we have alot of time together. lols I'm not regretting or anything just if~
I was having add maths tuition for my first time in my life ! hahahaha
My senior year most fun tuition was during add maths tuition =O
We would laugh so hard!

Then it was form 5 when things was suppose to be serious hahaha. Tuition every friday~
Form 5 was so rocky.. kc liang yc go le. Things just aint that fun anymore. Though its still fun with huixsin xuanlin ca mt tracy kl and me! hahahaha
I kinda sad coz we didn take alot of pictures. Picture that capture our moment that 1 sec of the many days we were having fun.
School is the place where we meet we come together to be one.
Our school isnt the best who has canggih stuff. But our relationship is super canggih. tight !
No scandal xD
We dun even bully much unless they are so hai rite? But I love sohai most.. they made my day.
It was then nov.
=( Days are getting lesser and lesser.
Every exam we needed to take rite I would alwies sleep 30mins then onli do. Leaving the hall earliest also ==. I dun score bad I dun do well but i'm ok =)
Most remembering thing happen was when I wrote bout my english essay for my SPM
I think I score high for that essay due to the wrong format report xD!

Inspiration alwies come flowing through my mind when I read the optional titles for essay writing. And I alwies do section B first! Then SPM was different I read adee I gt nothing! I was late for the exam also =D
Then I do le Section A left quite lil time onli lols. I read the title again ...

There was one title on "my favourite day of the week"

I wrote bout my tuition day. Who would love having tuition rite but my most favourite day of the week is on friday. We would go leisure eat then walk then tuition even when we are in sticky uniform needed a bath. We would laugh so hard while doing our questions. It was my first tuition in my life which I have such a great time when every kid whines bout tuition , not me.
I wrote how Mr Toh would joke and he was the one who gave me a ride home tell me all his "love" stories. Showed us his first crush, tell us when he met her back she was married. Mt stole his phone and saw he pose for porn shoots xD! Jokes he took his pic with his MUSCLES ! He was such a dear. He would tell us whats happening in skol and gives me advice about what he think. Though his temper is bad but he is a nice guy. While writing I almost cry! lols I wrote now i'm writing this essay also means that my tuition and enjoyable time is gonna end and i'm sad about it. After my english exam is my maths exam I hope we have more time to enjoy coz thats one of those time where I'm happy..

Then it was last day of SPM .. I miss everyone I met at school.

See you guys around!

Mt trying so hard xD

Result day =)

Driving!

2010-08-20T11:26:00.002+08:00

Now I wake up everyday I nid to drive to college. I thinking everyone is complaining bout the jam. Well... Hear this ==. My colllege timetable is one of the best coz morning class = 9am (ppl would be busy going to work HOUR!) so avoid jam we go out at 7.30(Go to skol hour!) great.
Then I would use smart coz ppl would think smart lah use smart tunnel! First few days use smart go lor. From house out , jam at traffic lights, reach connaught's highway onli jam like shit, after toll onli all cars heading to Damansara and KL road JAM! Pay toll masuk smart no nid move.. MADA FAKA. Pay rm2.50 quite useless zzzzzzzzzz

So smarter adee ! Use Mrr 2 go . Reach earlier than using smart ! Steady~

Going back.. Timetable shows 6oclock [FML]
Now bulan ramadhan some more! Fml x2 =3=
And raining season.... fml x1000000

Go back use Loke yew no nid pay toll ma =D! 5.50 rush back ! Jam la obviously. But pass the round-a-bout onli.. == canot fucking move.. I was so pissed in the car! Some more rain ! shits! You think jam nothing lah canot move normal lah.. I STUCK IN THE FUCKING JAM FOR 1HOUR AND 40 MINS! I almost reach my house that time two place flooded with water ==...

Now during the puasa and all 4 o clock also jam adee .. =(! sien ahh!

Project X

2010-08-18T20:19:00.003+08:00

Why do people wanna behave frivolously amorous is just so disgusting to see. These kind of manner is just so stupid or do they even realise they are doing that? You tend to act stupid and thinks that ,that is "kawaiii~" well its sickening ==. Maybe i'm here scolding u others will think that I'm jealous but truly I feel sorry for u. Trying to get all the attention but thats ok I think? Well not totally ok but I understand that you dun have enough love thats all rite? But in a totally pathetic way you are trying to get. Get respected .. This way is easier to get / gain love. Its more than you will ever get by behaving like a trifle. You act like that which no one gets pathetic people would onli buy it.

So wat no enough love, give urself the amount you nid and u dun have to rely on others to sponsor u you ! Stay true to yourself even thats your way getting frens. Dun act like someone who you are not. Sometimes there is no vocabulary to explain how foolish you look.

Ahh~ There is one thing that can explain how foolish you look..
MIRROR.

You have someone who treat you so well and you gave it all away just to walk with another women/men. Its not that you dun love her/him, its you never loved him/her but you chose to be with her/him coz she/he gave you love. You didn gave back. Thats just sick rite?
Though watever it is it has pass. Just love yourself more and do better in future =)
I was once what I said. Foolish Pathetic Dumb Ugly plain ol stupid.

Move on!

When will you ever wake up

2010-08-14T19:59:00.003+08:00

Some people live just to die ! == They never seem to know what is best for life. Not like I know alot just that I dun waste my time like they do. You kno they would waste their parents money paying a few thousand for a class just so it occupies themselves thinking they are actually doing something but instead they are paying few thousand to play truant / sleeping / flirting ! This is so sickening.

At a certain point you will eventually wake up and when that day comes hallelujah==.
I duno shud I say something bout it but its just how I feel. They could put down eveyrything just so they can fool around have a good time.. then wat? There is something call give and take. U dun give and expect to take? Go to hell

Money = New

2010-08-09T23:30:00.003+08:00

I wanna get a new set of wardrobe. Something new, a change. 2010 is all about changing !
But the thing is everything cost money. I'm not a fashionista =) even when I kno wats hot! Though change will be nice =D! A new set of confidence u can say that xD! New hairstyle gt back my confident. My smiling mask is also my best confidence booster ! =) Long hair is nice also ^^ as everyone says ==! *disagree*~

oo.. eff I wan shoes! =( I've learnt to resist temptation. This is quite bad coz its just so sad!! I'm 18 and cashless x(

My phone spoilt when it not suppose to! more sien. lols headache ah think bout phone ==
Nid a fast laptop also.. == sien max..
Tempted to a camera.. sien x 10000!

Marker On The Road

2010-08-08T13:33:00.003+08:00

There is somehow a point in life where everyone will leave you. Things changes. People I met might change drastically . Changing is such a nature in life where we cant force it to be the same. Once you change its hard to be back the same. As naive as I am, I always thought we can find back that path. When you are an orange and u turn into an apple, as nature as it is, its impossible to change back to an orange. Just like if I turn into bad brat, I say I change its never the same. Things varies but we have to get over it.

Conclusion is changing and accepting is so difficult we are never gonna be the same as we were. Very minor personality in us varies each day in life where we discover more. We tend to change perspective at the way we look at things.

Things just aint the same anymore

HUGE

2010-08-06T14:14:00.003+08:00

Hmwrking like babi.
This week is week 5 .. 3 handup on week 7 ! cant wait lols==
To due, ~~Two~~[One] drawings, 1 mock up, 1 research, 4[3] plan auto cad

I wanna go HUGE ! =(! Its on 13-16.. eff.. thats my last two week of col! Meaning.. piles of final assignment! =(! WTF!
Cant HUGE change date to 27? !!

Hmmmm... MISERABLE!

Dont Love me

2010-08-05T16:58:00.004+08:00

Yeah. What the title said!

Cheryl Cole - Fight for love

2010-08-05T12:00:00.001+08:00

Whenever you feel like we're growing apart
Let's just go back to the start.

Start..

Glimpse in my Life

2010-08-02T20:53:00.002+08:00

I believe that everyone who revolves me in my life happen for a matter. From coincidence to fate we are meant to meet at a certain point in life.
We were brought together doesnt mean we shud be together. We are brought together to change each other's life. I'm just another chapter in your life that makes ur life happier / miserable so that you will learn from this chapter to be a better person.

You have to realise and understand every chapter in you life.
I'm just another chapter in your life, hopefully to make it better when the new one comes

Elmo

2010-07-31T23:09:00.002+08:00

I wanna be like elmo.
He smiles everytime =)

In need for money

2010-07-20T21:08:00.003+08:00

I would get a very rich boyfren and get him to buy things watever i wan.
Boyfriend who spend more on me shower me with gifts so I wont have to starve myself to get something I wan.
If I can pass my dignity ALL OF MY image from letting others backstab or I can blind myself from guilt I would accept all the gifts! I WOULD!

But sadly.. I cant get through myself.. Thats why I'm left here starving myself for two months to get the phone I wan.. I nid a laptop for my module soon.. just great.

I've been tempted to eat good food.. wear beautiful dress DESIRE! its all about desire.. temptation..

Looked at the fucking mirror and woke up.

I mind

2010-07-15T23:47:00.001+08:00

what do u think of 17 hours of cons is for!?

Cassé

2010-06-29T23:21:00.002+08:00

What cures a broken heart =(
Being emo is so pathetic.. Can I actually suck it up. ugh.
Its raining .. I am still the same when I'm in a relationship. I'm not that sacrificing.
我不是那么伟大 ..

Yong Sui Geh~

2010-03-05T00:30:00.001+08:00

I go smile with ppl ... I feel very stupid and funny xD

People all around us~ We might not like them but we cant make them our enemy. haha Not like in middle skol.. We tend to glare at people , show them o0o , bitching them all around. After all that we nid to stop. One day they might be higher and superior than us we wudn wanna wait till then onli be regret coz it wud be DAMN awkward ~

Whats wrong with smiling at them even their attitude rot to the max. We cant make enemies anymore =(
Next task xD

*Smile and say "Hi I'm Yiru " xD

To change

2010-02-27T23:54:00.002+08:00

To be a better person. ._.

I'm a person who is . . . I very meng sat x.x
I nid to change x.x
My face very cold ma? Even my cousin wudn talk to me ._.
I nid to talk to people more..

You kno why I hate making stranger friends. Coz when I do I'm so fake. Today at college they were like talking to me and laughing bout the taylor's lake. I dun find that funny but I just laugh.

Joyce : I look dull
Yes I do. I very fast min chao chao wan x). Chatting with me online is better ._.

I kno I lil bit cry sometimes canot help it geh ma. U kno how much I hate ppl looking at me crying "Look at that ugly bitch crying like a loser" ok this is me xD! I just dun like it make me very mou min de. Lil bit then cry deng. Whenever my mum scold me also cry == lil bit also cry.. diu

Joyce say aku tak attractive ._. she is hurting me kaokao and she wants me to treat her half boil egg. I nid to change !

I tend to tell ppl alot of stuff that they nid to change but people dun tell me much. Its not like I have nothing to change I guess they just kno when they criticize me I get emo everytime. My face change instantly. I will accept whatever you guys tell me really. Just that some time u being criticize of coz face change wad still so happy meh. Nothing to be happy bout.

I'm super hot tempered. I tend to glare at ppl x.x I scold yk sometimes which just made me so pissed up. I scold my brother coz he annoys me which I am really harsh at times. x.x

Recently I found out something really hurting ._. owh well. Joyce u said I not attractive though I dun feel like applying make up everyday. Sorry~ I dun take this piece of advice but I appreciate x3!

I also have to watch what I speak at times since not much people accept what I say. That time I call my brother "abang" then my fren say you kno "abang" got another meaning. I was like oh shit thats quite disgusting I hope my brother didn take it the wrong way.

I also expect ppl to be in a way. Example : For a 30 year old guy I expect them to be mature and have no idea why on Earth will they rape or steal I feel that they dun have a brain or why must they smoke.
I'm still really naive and have to grow up

I also got a comment saying I am a attention seeker (I am) I did something really getting attention and everytime I do that I will feel like a total bimbo , a despo , cheapo person [MAJOR]

I will keep adding this post whenever ppl scolds me.